This post left anonymously
mental problems
ive been diagnosed bipolar/manic depressive with severe anxiety/paranoia[because of this i was too scared to be left in my house alone for at least a year]
i took medication for it for a while, it got better…then i stopped taking them and its been up and down ever since..but thats not the point.
i honestly believe its from taking acid because ive read up on it even though ive only done it twice but i see things…all the time, sometimes its big black spiders or like..pits of death on the cieling, or moths[considering im terrified of any and all insects] flutter into my side mirror on my car going 70 on the highway which makes no sense considering they cant go that fast…ill see flashes of light while just sitting around people or things out of the corner of my eye… i have a full length mirror…i was looking in it and i saw my cat who died a few months ago wandering around in my room[that part i think was actually her visiting] but weird things that scare the hell out of me…. i always heard things when i was younger like my name being called not severely..but often not so much now but now i hear other things or sometimes i can be sitting with someone and they say something really weird and i look at them and say…’what did you just say to me?’ and they really said nothing. idk i sometimes think i have developed a mild case of schizophrenia…i know that was long and weird but can anybody offer some real help? i dont think theres much i can do but i mean its scary sometimes!
This open post was written 1 year, 2 months ago | V/U/S: 85, 3, 3 | Edit Post | Leave a reply | Report Post
Reciprocity (0) 
Since writing this post Anonymous may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days.
Replies (3)
Where were you?
You can also watch events on Help.com as they happen
Chickyyyy
lilmizspolit1
hellohello
Invite Others to Help
A logged in and verified Help.com member has the ability to setup a Friends List and invite others to help with posts.