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Where do you go when you feel like you have no where else to turn?
What do you do when you think about death more than you think about life? How do you look up when you feel like your always being looked down upon? What do yo do when nothing seems right? No matter what you do happiness is never more than a smile and then its gone again, lasting only for a few moments. And the rest of your life seems empty and hopeless. You have nothing to look forward to, no one to talk to. What do you do when no matter what path you take people are going to be disappointed in you. How are you supposed to know what’s right. Of course by “you” I mean me. Does it even matter anymore? I’m just another face. A face that nobody wants, but everybody wants to use for their benefit, their agenda, their goals. What about my goals? . . . I don’t have any. I just hope I’ll get run over or hit by a stray bullet. Where do you go when you feel like you have no where else to turn?
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i know how you feel im up and down i usually use some dumb method of coping untill the down is over and finally gets to a less down stage…. im sorry if i cant seem to be much help but i did once see a counselor and i was medicated i know its hard to talk to someone you dont know about your feelings but if you can get over it sometimes you can form a great relationship and if meds arent the thing for you then dont look into it but if you really have nowhere else to turn a counselor may help, thats their job, to be there for you, and dont forget if you feel its not helping or youre not connecting, you can always try a different doctor or office
you go home. to yourself. you look inside yourself, find what you really want, then go get it. make goals and let no one and nothing stand in your way. not others, and especially not the darkness that you have inside. right now it seems like this will go on forever but IT WON’T. it will get better! the hardest step is the first step, so get going and every day will get easier. just ignore everything but one goal- one little thing- like finish one book or make it through one day. start small, and as you begin to acomplish things you will regain confidence and strength. YOU ARE NOT JUST ANOTHER FACE! YOU ARE AMAZINGLY UNIQUE AND IMPORTANT! by going through this you will gain understanding and insight that NO ONE ELSE can. you are irreplaceable.
Help.com is good. But your family, if they aren’t psychos or complete *****, will love you when no one else will.
Good ole reliable Ben and Jerry! Hazel, now you’ve got me craving it.
My heart really goes out to you. I wish I had the answer to your problem. All I can convey is I have learned that Light is more powerful than darkness. Here is a few of my personal suggstions. Of there is nothing wrong with counseling and Meds. this could be a good step in the right direction.
Try to see the positive in all things: Life, Family and Self. Drill your Soul (mind) that being negative/dark is not you. Exercise (run), sweating relieves my stress and really make me feel happy & healthy. Good eating habits (smoothies and soups) I never thought I would enjoy a good soup but as the old commercial stated “Soup Is Good Food”. Try daily vitamins and and Herbal teas (Caffiene free) like Chamomile or PassionFlower they kinda release the pressure in the head. But best of all I pray…yes pray! I know it sounds out there but check this out. I believe that there is a God and that He is like really in love with me and he wants me to talk, complain and cry out to Him. (sorry if I sound kookie) Contact me anytime you want i> small>(email removed) /small> /i>
A friend,- PJ
i really feel lost, i mean lost. nothing makes me content much less happy. i feel used most of the time by one of the people i love most in the world, my child. she is unhappy herself. i am trapped. how do you get untrapped?
As I read every word you wrote they are also my words. It seems to never go away. There has never been any happiness and there will probably never be. It has always been there even as a child. It never goes away. Why? Chronic depression never goes away. Nothing helps.
This is me cannot express here. Would like to e-mail back/forth. Please do write.
i just dont know what to do every thing i my life is going wrong from work to friend an all i moved an that did now work i try to be a good person an that did not work.I feel like my pass is coming for me an the people thats was in it…i feel crazy, is there no help? for a person like me? am i that bad? did i do something that wrong? i just dont know. Its was like this sent i was little, im gay, i dont know my real father, i feel like nobody under stand me. im in atlanta an i dont no what to do somebody need to help me i feel like im going to die or something i so bad for me im homeless staying with a friend dont know how long that gonna be..i think imma bout to loss my job, im 24 year old an i cant read like i should im bipoler(sorry if i didin spell that right, im not good at spelling) this is a cry for help to whom my help im live in atlanta black man 24 form new york i just hopeless an helpless right now an i feel like someone is out to get me…dont now why i cant eat cant sleep an its so hard i know there is someone who feel the some way i do or know what i talking about, or been throw the samething or now how to get out..i got so much i need to get off my chest like my mommy on drug she dont know how to read an her mother my grandma is crazy an i thing im going crazy an my grandma go cancer an i love so much…if anybody can help me email me please help im going to pray tonight can you pray for me i> small>(email removed) /small> /i> thanks you to whom you may be.
Your ****** just like me.
To all of you out there who feel lost and alone, where nothing seams to go right.. where you feel the world is not your place and you regret ever being born.. and you wish you could die right now so that the pain will stop, I want you to know that I feel your pain, your hurt, your suffering…your emptyness, your longing for loving hands to embrace you and confort you.. to tell you that you will be alright… I am those hands… and they hold each and every one of you… you are not alone.. i feel you.. i know you.. and in this love that reaches out to you, take comfort.. hold on.. have faith…you are loved..
ialways get scolded upon when i play games on thecomputer and no one likes me because i fight over that i always get scolded and my parents keep telling me to study is that all we have to do in this world ,dont we get some fun and relaxation i told my parents that no no youve had enough of relaxtion and also i desire some space which they dont give me theyalway interfiere in my life.
ok noobboy546 … listen up…you are a heavy gamer who spends most of your time online. The reason your parents tell you to study is probably the fact that you dont devote as much time to your studies.. now I do understand what your parents are saying because your childhood is the stage where you must build your foundation for your future. If you dont study, then you are not going to get qualified.. and in this day and age you know how hard it is to come by a decent job and salary.. so for you my advice is that you allocate an agreed period of study time away from your WOW, DOTA, CS or what ever it is. You can also agree with them for a break time for you to play your games. You are young, the whole world is in front of you.. just like your games, if you dont build up your items, you are not going to make it in the real world battle field called the corporate life. To get a job, you need to show people that you have studied and have got qualified. If you dont do this, you will not make enough money to buy a pc let along have the freedom to relax in the evenings to play a game. This is your wake up call. Its up to you..Ultimately you drive the bus.
you can say all the comforting things but we are asking for help help words cannot help us action can some people have no friends no family no car no license with kids and the world is so cold sometimes i feel like leaving and never coming back just giving up after all i have noone but jesus.
May I suggest reading the Bible and praying? After all, what do you have to lose? Get by yourself and just talk to God about your struggles,etc. as you would talk to a physical person.
Also, spend some time reading portions of the Bible from Matthew, Mark, Luke and John (from an easy translation such as the New International Version, NIV).
Talking to God will help to ease your pain and reading the Bible will help you to know how much He loves and cares for you and what you go through.
Keeping an open mind will work wonders. Blessings!
May I suggest reading the Bible and praying? Please spend some alone time talking to Him the way you would talk with a physical person. Also, read portions from Matthew, Mark, Luke and John from an easy to understand translation of the Bible. Keep and open mind as you do both and allow the Lord to ease your pain.
Peace and blessings!
I had enough…I am tired. It seems ike everything that could go wrg in my life went wrong. I am tired hearing people advise when I ask for it…well, you know what you have to do…I am fed up with everything and peope. Since my birth my life has been going wrng in my life…it seems my decisions don’t matter…some times the fight get over-bearing but I don’t expect no sympathy from nobody. I do pray every day…It is my faith tht keeps me going…but I get fustrated…and feel hopless..can’t tust nobody because of my childhood past abuse…I don’t have no more tear’s left…I feel paralized and numb inside…that I don’t know what to believe anymore…so where do you turn? Where you do go? when you feel nobody wats to listen. I do try not to go to nobody..because of their response. I don’t want nobody’s pity…I always learn to survived on my own…and listen to other’s and try to encourage other’s and help anybody if a able…but when it comes down to where I just wish someone would isten to me or help me…nobody can be found…I jut want to scream at times…Grrrrrrrrrrrr! People today is all for themselves and that is okay, I understand…good for them…like I said since my birth..my life started all down hill…didn’t even have a chance…my father taken all my earnings…where I receied a check from where I was employed…for what? He spend it on the horses and when he died…which I was still a minor…he couldn’t even leave me a home…and my money was all gone…dad made sure of that…he spend it all on his gambling addictions…Oh his sons were preciousto hm..they couldn’t do nothing wrong in his eyes…What is the use? Now we’re having trouble coming up with purchasing proane gas..the lady we rent from: puts more burdens on my shoulder’s…cops an attitude with me…when I try to take to her in a civilize voice like a human being…she says: eiter you get gas in by October or your gone to hve to move…it is not that I have enoughto deal with on my shoulder’s…caring for a disable husband…worrying about having enough money to stretch to pay the bills…I never can find time for myself…I don’t kw what tht is…so I just keep my mout shut and go on to my business…I am fed up with everything…exhauste,tired and drained. Just yo to know I do pray…like I said, every day…
I know this is an old post so I know no one I know will see this but. There is no where to go. Prayer is there but you still are suppose to be able to depend on your fellow person when things are down and out. I have no job, no home and bills and no hope. Everyone who claims to love me push me away. I only have $2 to my name and what I did have I shared it with those who suppose to love me. I admit they shared what they had until I was down to nothing. I want a job but can’t find one not even a menial job to at least bring something to the table. Those who suppose to love me only see I have nothing tangible to offer. I’ve always given and given til it hurt at times and not looking for anything in return. And seriously I don’t expect anyone to really do for me. But, they don’t even want me around. They do all they can to make life miserable knowing eventually I would leave but I need somewhere to go. I want to go somewhere that doesn’t have winter so if I have to sleep outdoors I will not freeze but where it doesn’t get too hot because it makes me sick. I can’t even keep my insurance for health and now my AD&D insurance won’t get paid. So no matter what there will be nothing. It’s just time to give up. So I do understand how you feel and I hope you found your way.
Can’t depend on people anymore. I have tried that and I get back is negative feed back. Prayer is there, your right but where is a friend when you need one. I sure was there when my friends and even my siblings needed a friend but now the shoes are on the other foot…they can’t be found. I also gave and gave and gave where I have nothing to give no more for they drained me…So I said, Phooey on them. I to the point where I stopped giving and stopped helping people…I am the black sheep of the family. I been at the point all I think about anymore is giving up. I hold on because I have grandchildren and they are the only reasons I hold on and fight. I hope you get a job..people like us should be the ones who needs to stand up for each other. I am here for you and I will listen.
My friend, i know exactly how you feel, myself i normally just hide out at work in the back or sit in the car by the park. Nobody on here can tell you what to do, only yourself, as its only you that hears your thoughts, but i know how it can be lying in bed at 3:30am thinking to yourself go to sleep and dont wake up trust me it soon becomes a mantra that stays with you all day long, and evolves into thoughts such as “how much better off would all the people i know be without me” & “i wonder how long it would take for someone to come over to my house and find me”, you are far from alone in this and there are many people on the internet who will give their 2 cents on your problems even tho they will never understand the world the way you see it. So my adive to you is to become like me, never ever ever get your hopes up, try not to talk to anyone regarding your problems just learn to live with them and be sure to recognize any mental problems you develop as just by being aware of them you can control them, never open up to family they will not understand and will just tell you to get help, the more jaded you can become with life the better off you will be, its doughtful you or i will have a forfilling life and find love but you will be content with yourself and those around you.
I wish you and i the best of luck and yes i am aware their is more than 1 spelling mistake in the words i have wrote.
Read JOB. We will have tribulation in this world but Jesus came to overcome the world. This world is going away and if you choose you can become a new creation in Christ Jesus by believing what he did. He died so we might live. Ask him to reveal himself to you and fill you with his Holy Spirit. Satan came to rob, kill and destroy and he seems to have many people bound with depression, fear and loneliness. You are not alone. Jesus is with you right now and loves you completely.
Jesus is my light to my path and He is my everything. I agree. The second coming of Christ is coming and not to many people wants to talk about it. Satan is nothing but a lier, a deceiver and the one who caused all my heartaches. I pray every day for guidance and thank Jesus and praise him. Jesus does love me and He is the one who ever showed me love.
To everyone that feel the same as we are alone and no body to talk to,just dont forget that is always someone in worse position then us but just follow God his always there for us I been thru this all they time including at this moment,I feel empty like missing something but his always there for me and I most follow that felling believe me is like no one is there to thrust always the same,feel the need to be with somebody spent time tougether but never have the chance to be,continue the figth dont quick at you live,thats the way I try to survive everyday even went I wish to be dead to quick this world of differences is not the way out we most confront ourself and believe that God is there for us just waiting to call him.
True. I do continue fight and strife every day to live the life God wants me to live. I am human, I make mistakes. I know my heart that Jesus is the only one I can really truly go to. For the many church I have attend as a visitor and attend my own church regularly on Sunday morning services, it is shame that even churches today have their own little cliches and if you don’t fit in with their clam than they shy away from you or give you the brush off. I serve Jesus, not man.
The life that we have is valuable even we dont belive is like that we all make mistakes I have make a lot of them every day but doesnt mean are not human even some people around dont think that way I feel pain like any other,cry and think life is not fear but always is some one that is there to help me went im about to crash AND they could be from any religion as long the believe in God
I thanks today for shearing with me you experience and the way that you are filling my ap0logy for before sending the message anonymous was by mistake I do apreciate to be able to talk to some one and share words is something new for me to listen to others and to some one else do the same for me.thanks
I too feel lost and alone. I want to write poetry because that always makes me feel better but my husband is always looking over my shoulder. I can’t talk to him about it, he doesn’t understand my frustrations with life. I have two beautiful children whom I would give the world to but I just can’t find light for myself. I fake smiles for them everyday just to make them happy. but then everyday before bed I come to the bathroom and cry. its always a messy day. Theres never-ending laundry,screaming children, never-ending dishes, vacuuming, dusting and it just never stops. Then my husband comes home from work and I always ask him about his day, but he never asks about mine. He lies to me about stupid little things because I’m so insecure. And then he gets mad when I am insecure. How can I not be if I keep getting lied to? He tells me he doesn’t want to have his children grow up like we did (with divorced parents) but yet he lies continuously. I don’t want to leave him. I just want him to stop lying, but it doesn’t seem like he wants to change at all.
I’m feeling so hopeless. I’m about to lose my apartment. Got an eviction. My landlords taking every pennie I have. No apartments will except me because of my bad cridetand resent filed eviction. Trying to find a job.
I’m on craigslist night and day. Can’t get a room with a private owner because I have a kid. What do I do????? HELP
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