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im very depressed and very suicidal. im scared of myself. i feel myself falling apart. i don’t want to get better. i just want to die. i don’t know what to do. i want someone to see that im suffering very very badly. i feel like im just holding on for something thats never going to arrive.
i just want to die.

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 6 minutes after post)

You should find a trusted friend, and tell them. They will look after you.
Even though you want to die, part of you will always be crying out for someone to look after you

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (6 hours, 36 minutes after post)

OK! If your going, your gone! Nobody will be able to stop you. But still your problem will probably not go away.
Consider this:
1. All religions and most philosophy’s point out to an ongoing existence of the soul/spirit and actually believe that if you commit suicide bad energy (some call it Karma) will be generated and you will have to account for it. according to the Catholics you go to hell, one much tougher that the one you are in now (Oh yea!)
2. There is also the agnostics and atheist, but considering that more than 90% of all human beings believe in some sort of Higher Power (God), well by default I would more likely bet (if it was a horse race)that there is something more after physical dead than not 90% VS 10% (and this has not changed in century’s)
3.If # 2 is right and you kill yourself, most likely your problems will be worst of than they are now! According to the Buddhist you may reincarnate in a lesser form of life…Maybe a presidential candidate!
4. Odds being as they are, maybe it’s better to try and figure out what is it that you are here to do, and by all means (although harsh and painful) try an do it! This way your life will have it’s learning experience and then you can look forward to a peaceful existence in the other realm.

Well it’s just my opinion. Getting back to your dilemma to kill yourself, maybe you already have! Your already dead inside! But you can come back and be well, stop the selfishness and self-pity and seek help. If you honestly do it, it will come to you.

My Good loves you, me and all, in spite of us! :)

Be blessed,
Om Namaha Shivaya

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