But his thoughts are so violent, negative, and self-destructive. Are you sure you love such things or is it just that he’s such a talented artist that he somehow hypnotized you into loving him?
What if right now, he’s not a violent or self destructive person?
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annerebe wrote:
What if right now, he’s not a violent or self destructive person?
He might not be at all underneath anyway, but many of the things he has said are very violent.
Any his first name is really Michael, so there’s probably something good about him ;)
well, the feeling of attachment is just so incredibly strong. Every time I started a relationship with another man, I just end up staring at the clouds day dreaming about him, and just feel so at peace. Then the guy sitting next to me looks at me and pulls me away from it…
Wow. Maybe you should meet him? I don’t know, I’ve felt strong attachment to various artists but it seems to fade the farther I get from their artistry (I’d much rather be influenced by people I can actually interact with.)
The crazy thing is…There is this wierd distant interaction….I made this avatar in may this year, with my eye in the sky, and circles of light flying around it. Then with the new album the slip, he wrote lights in the sky.
Yep, that’s the magic of love. We are all connected, and things like that make it more visible.
Personally all those weird coincidences weird me out unless I am in a state of knowing why and how they’re there.
well, that’s where the conversations with god book came in handy. I learnt to really trust my feelings..and my heart…and the more I do, the more coincidences just pop up. Just happens with faith and with out fear.
But it also leaves you in love with someone who you can’t talk to or go on a walk with or anything. Unrequited love isn’t the healthiest thing, but it is very common for people to like famous artists, leaders, celebrities. Maybe joining a good fan-group would be helpful.
If you believe in fate, then let that take it’s course.
I’ve met a fans that say I’ve got a chance…But honestly, I’m happier not being in a relationship..I’ve never really felt strong love feelings for any one else. That’s kind of what I am doing, just letting fate take it’s course. But, I figured this would be a good place to start to sort out feelings. Better than the shrink that’s for sure.
Maybe my story doesn’t really relate (as far as your emotions towards Trent) but I crushed on a boy once who I knew and had talked to before, but barely saw and I merely admired him from a far. It was a beautiful relationship even though it hurt me at the time.
I would watch him with his friends (ahh that sounds creepy typed out) and my heart would flutter as he would approach me.
A few years later, we became better friends. Closer. We even dated. And then I realized, it was nothing like my imagination had made it be. I felt I had ruined our relationship. It was better for me to have been at a distance and dream of what could be than to actually have a real life relationship.
I guess that’s what makes fantasy world so fantastic.
Well, I would love to just be around him for a moment, and if he walks away, I would feel a lot better. Just to have had a shot, you know?
Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?
Ohh I know…ever been to a NIN concert?
yes…it was great. I spent my last pennies on it and went with out food for a while. :) it was worth it!
Yikes! Talk about sacrifice!!
Must have been a good experience for you though
I don’t regret it…I’d do it again..Go with out food for a while..I missed the last tour date. But the next one is in november. I’ll never get money saved up. I’m so far in debt….
annerebe
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