Happy Endings Are For Fairy-Tales…
I swear that it is impossible for me to get a happy ending around here. Everything seems to come crashing down just when things look like they are at their brightest. My last boyfriend (Long distance relationship, by the way) was just too depressed all the time and was always talking about his ex-girlfriends and such. I told him (gently might I add) that I didn’t like hearing about them beause I felt like he cared more about them than he did me, as well as that he shouldn’t be so paranoid all the time. His paranoia- Whenever we would talk on the phone and such he would always assume I was never happy to hear his voice and/or that I had been talking to someone else (another boy in a romantic way). I finally broke it off with him nine days ago, but he won’t let it go.
Now for the other part- My boyfriend before this last one…On second thought they will have code-names. The one mentioned above will be Edward and this one will be Jacob.- Jacob ha been telling me things about Edward that were’nt so pleasant to hear, as well as why we broke up. Jacob said that Edward had been wanting me the entire time (they were friends back then….) and had told me that Jacob was cheating on me, thus why I broke up with him. But Edward denies doing that and says that Jacob is a jerk and is lying to me, like he supposedly has every other girlfriend he has had. After breaking up with Edward, several days later Jacob and I got back together.(he had me fully convinced about Edward as well as my annoyance with him at the time added to it) Today Edward has been telling me about how Jacob is lying and that Jacob doesn’t really care and how he loves me so much despite what I did to him. But at the end of the conversation Edward got extremely nasty with me and started saying how he hoped I was happy and how Jacob was going to die and such things. I am extremely worried for both of them, and don’t know who to believe. They are not friends anymore, and for some reason I never recieved notice of this (yes I was good friends with them both) until just recently, as in less than two weeks recently. I care for them both and don’t want either of them hurt in any way, shape, or form. They each claimto be stronger than the other, which worries me greatly. Some of their friends aren’t the best characters either. (Frankly I think one of Edward’s friends is completely insane) However, I feel like its all my fault. Like I am the reason they are no longer friends and that I’m the reason for all the complications in this trio relationship. I wish I knew who was right, or at least could put together enough pieces of what they both have said to come to some sort of conclusion on the trut of the matter. The worst part about the mess is that I don’t even know what they see in me, I am not a great person in any aspect whatsoever, and I know that either route I choose, someone will get hurt.
- Peaches
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