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what would make you excited???

Suicide is not your only option. Suicide is not an option at all.

I’m not sure, if I was excited about something I would cling to that, but I desire nothing.

And to Laina, what are my options? Suicide certainly seems like one, I have the means and the will, I just need another option I think..

Talk to someone. A therapist, or a councilor, someone. You say you aren’t depressed, but you may just be. What kind of family do you have?

Good, you’re back. Please keep posting.

Well, for starters, I need held deleting accidental un-anonymous posts. :-)

You can’t delete posts, but no one cares if they’re not anonymous. No one will judge you.

Well, as far as the family thing, I’m loved?

Then be excited about the people who love you. Get help for them, if you can’t for yourself yet.

family can be suprising, let them know how your feeling and they might have ome helpful suggestions for you

It’ll probably sound like I’m being difficult, but I’m mainly interested in suicide because I’m lazy. I’m not interested in the work it takes to support my life, I believe it’s not worth it unless you’re seriously enjoying yourself, which I am not. I don’t like the path I have to walk to get there, or where it’s leading, it’s just not a good time. What makes life worth living for you guys?

You have to make yourself care. And that’s going to be work.

The people who love you, how do you think they’ll feel if you kill yourself?

Do you have a friend or a family member to discuss your feeling ?

ive had moments when ive thought, whats the point its all the same **** just a different day, but what gets me through the tough patches are some awesome people in my life, my family. I recently lost my uncle to a long battle with cancer and that was like an awakening to me, it woke my family up and we’ve all started talking again about real things not just the petty stuff and for as hard as its been loosing such a great man who battled hard for a long time, he kinda reminded me that life is worh fighting for, to see my neices and nephews grow up into such amazing people, to be the best person i can be to the people around me no matter what i’m doing, thats what makes my life worth living……….. and when im really depressed i write it down in words and music and then i feel good because i took something bad and turned it into something i created, thats mybest therapy :)

I think you shouldn’t die. I mean do you prefer to be a person, and make something of your life, or die and become a statistic, a missed person. I don’t know wherether that would help, but i feel like you do right now. But hold onto life, and wait because something or someone great will come along and make you so happy. Just be patient. I would miss you if you died.

Yeah, and I’d miss you both. Neither of you should kill yourselves.

Making myself care, there’s that work element I mentioned.. I’ve been trying to for a long time.

My family is pretty oblivious to my way of thinking, they’d basically try to guilt me into not doing it by talking about how sad they’d be, but see that’s the kind of trip I’m trying to get away from by being dead. I don’t want to live to see myself disappoint anybody, but I already have and continue to.

Plus I have this friend who’s very psychic, he talks to people who’ve passed all the time, says they’re happy if they died without regrets. A place of nirvana where the negative emotions of my physical form are taken away, and I can quietly observe.. doesn’t that sound nice?

I mean, if I had something going it’d be different. Somebody to love maybe, or a good job, but see I don’t, and if I actually wanted those things it’d be different, but I’m not excited about either.

Again I remind you I’m not trying to be difficult, I really am looking for somebody to say something that’ll help me out.

see, i think its imporant firstly to be happy with yourself before you take on things everyone else says, find what makes you, you, if your happy with you then thats a good starting point, live to not dissapoint yourself, before others, and then work from there….. if youcan in a few words or a sentence or two, write down what kind of person you want to be that would make you happy and excited and work from there

I’m the last thing from a therapist, but it’s pretty clear to me that you are depressed. You really do need to see a mental health professional and I’m not saying that to be mean. They’ll help you want to live again.

I am the person I’ve always wanted to be. I’m moral, I’ve never drank or taken a drug or slept with somebody I didn’t love, and I am very proud of myself. I think very highly of myself in fact, I made very strict rules for myself to protect me from the evils of the world and I continue to follow them.

To me there’s no higher honor than to have a clean soul. I can’t name one person around me who does, not even myself completely, and that’s another reason I wanna go. Nobody believes in anything.

you may be suffering from depression as millions all over are. nothing to be ashmed of, lack of motivation and saddness,, feelings of despair are just a few of the symptoms. See a DR. and discuss you symptoms. There are marvelous medications that can help you re- focus and assist you in being yourself again. please check into this.

there is always someone else in the world who believes in something, you might not know any yet, but there is. I mean there are a couple of us here who have taken some time to talk and we didnt have to do that, but we chose to because we wanted to.

We aren’t professionals, so it might help if you called the number the HelpBot posted. It’s 1-800-273-8255. It might help to hear a human voice, too.

i have to go for a bit but i will be back a bit later

I’ve been in your shoes at one point in my life. I felt like everything was going wrong and I felt like it just wasn’t worth the effort anymore. But even though it was really hard, I got help. And I got help again and again until I felt better. My parents hated me going to therapy but I didn’t care cause I needed it and I needed to do it for me. And it helped. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Even when you start to think that there isn’t any. There is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel. Life is worth living. Yes, there is a lot of bad **** in the world and lots of people do bad things but there are lots of people out there that are like you. Sometimes it doesn’t seem that way because everyone close to you is so different from you (same for me) but there are people out there that believe.

I’m still here.

Are you, vccvg?

IDon’tQuit that is the secret to life, DON’T QUIT !

I am.

Going to quit? Why?

dude,,,, join the club..
but before i can accpet u in..
wat s ur reason.. tel me that!!!

I’m not really finding what I need, I guess I sort of expected these sorts of answers. I guess nobody really understands the problem.. I’m not depressed, I’m just too lazy to deal with life, not excited about it. I was hoping that if I turned it around in my head enough I’d find a reason not to, but it’s just sortof confirmed. I thank you all for trying to help, but at this point I’ll either have to look up a professional and deal with some more bullshit, or find a painless method. I’m closing this topic.

dont

lets tok

No, please don’t close the topic

What about?

Anything.

i can help u .. i am sure..

tok 2 me..
tel me whats the problm.. in 1 msg,,,,

i m sure i hav the solution

I mean, ok, maybe I’m crazy and my logic is flawed, but I’ve always trusted it and people respect it. Now the only logical thing in my mind is to end my life. I don’t like life, it’s not fun, I’m contributing to nothing and the afterlife sounds sweet. Any suggestions other than getting professional help?

vccvg wrote:
Making myself care, there’s that work element I mentioned.. I’ve been trying to for a long time.

My family is pretty oblivious to my way of thinking, they’d basically try to guilt me into not doing it by talking about how sad they’d be, but see that’s the kind of trip I’m trying to get away from by being dead. I don’t want to live to see myself disappoint anybody, but I already have and continue to.

Plus I have this friend who’s very psychic, he talks to people who’ve passed all the time, says they’re happy if they died without regrets. A place of nirvana where the negative emotions of my physical form are taken away, and I can quietly observe.. doesn’t that sound nice?

I mean, if I had something going it’d be different. Somebody to love maybe, or a good job, but see I don’t, and if I actually wanted those things it’d be different, but I’m not excited about either.

Again I remind you I’m not trying to be difficult, I really am looking for somebody to say something that’ll help me out.

ok.. so..
u want something i ur life..
u think u r cleansed..
good enough..
if u dnt lik this life..atleast dnt waste it.,.
hlp sum1… hav a causse in ur life.. like charity..

spread awareness… take up the mantel 2 change the world.. make it btr the way u see it…

vccvg wrote:
I mean, ok, maybe I’m crazy and my logic is flawed, but I’ve always trusted it and people respect it. Now the only logical thing in my mind is to end my life. I don’t like life, it’s not fun, I’m contributing to nothing and the afterlife sounds sweet. Any suggestions other than getting professional help?

Yeah, stop being a lazy coward. Because that’s what suicide is, it’s the coward’s way out.