Coz life is not only money, but mostly emotions…
I am depressed to, first time that this happened to me I was acting like it can’t happen to me or whatever.
I learned to find beauty in little things. And those little and worthless things tie my life around here.
What happened to you and you fell in depression?
basic life destroyed my life
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You mean routine, or life itself?
life itself
my friends all 2 of them dont know im depressed and nether my family
all of the 3 girls ive ever liked were just jerks about it
life destroyed my life
routine also ive been depressed since the 3rd grade im in 11th grade
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Well depression is nothing you should be ashame of…
I mean, telling to your family would be nasty; they’d say things or make you go to see a doc; but why not telling to your friends? Havent they seen any diffirences in your actions?
I know… life is cruel and its not for the weak.
But you can do things that make you feel good. I like cooking for example, or a very good glass of wine.
Also, you can talk here too. There are many good people who will listen to you and give you better advices than mine. But you can talk to me also, just to ease your burden if you wish.
i wish to talk to you you interst me
im not ashamed of my depression but my friends if they knew i was depressed
i may have no friends or girlfirends because i am depressed and all the wemen
ar to perky for that
thats why my girl broke up with me and dated my best friend
wait til she finds out hes depressed
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well pal this girl wasnt for you, or for everyone. Chit - women are weird sometimes, they get attracted by mystery and melancholy and then they muck your best friend. Yeah, nice friend isnt he. Oh, he’s depressed too?
yes hes depressed
i like all the expressions that made me laugh hahah
my friends do not figure that im depressed
i hold things well
but when i gat to my bed i cry
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yeah I know, and you think of “how it would be if this was like that” etc…
If your friends dont figure your depression, and though a friend of yours is depressed too, then mate those are not clean and real friends…
I can feel you, day is like a birth; and night like death to me. Sometimes I wish I wouldnt even wake up next morning, some things are too unbearable.
But..
Julian_Luna wrote:
yeah I know, and you think of “how it would be if this was like that” etc…If your friends dont figure your depression, and though a friend of yours is depressed too, then mate those are not clean and real friends…I can feel you, day is like a birth; and night like death to me. Sometimes I wish I wouldnt even wake up next morning, some things are too unbearable.But..
good answer thank you very much but the end
but.. but… what?
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well hope is a tricky thing.
You wake up hoping, and during the day your hope dies. And then you say to yourself “Tomorrow I will be better”, or “Tomorrow things could change” or “when I go 18 I am gonna leave your sorry a**es alone around and move on myself”.
And hope dies, and then resurrects.
Hope binds us on earth; and that is not good.
i dont beleive in hope..some people beleive in karma
im good= bad things happen
im bad= worse things happen
Julian_Luna wrote:
well hope is a tricky thing.You wake up hoping, and during the day your hope dies. And then you say to yourself “Tomorrow I will be better”, or “Tomorrow things could change” or “when I go 18 I am gonna leave your sorry a**es alone around and move on myself”.And hope dies, and then resurrects.Hope binds us on earth; and that is not good.
i just want to start a quoting parade
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fuzzman123 wrote:
i just want to start a quoting parade
LOL I know… many things cross ourminds while crying on a cold bed.
fuzzman123 wrote:
m good= bad things happen
im bad= worse things happen
Yup. I know. There are times you ask yourself “MAN AM I NOT ENOUGH TO ANYONE?”…
fuzzman123 wrote:
i dont beleive in hope..some people beleive in karma
Yeah I dont believe in hope either. Somehow she believes in me though. I could have killed myself when I was @ High School, and I was/am a “serial” (lol) cutter. I only want to do what Eminem said in “Stan”, that “Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds”. I do selfharm to get that stress away.
And I think: OK lets say I kill myself. Now what? That could be an easy road for those you’ll leave behind you.
thats the thing..i dont think of killing myself
i think of death
what happens after death
i dont beleive in heaven or hell
i just beleive you watch the earth
or come back as your favorite animal
i have cut myself for the same reason as you
stress releif
i have scars
blood amazes me just the color amazes me
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fuzzman123 wrote:
thats the thing..i dont think of killing myself i think of deathwhat happens after deathi dont beleive in heaven or helli just beleive you watch the earthor come back as your favorite animali have cut myself for the same reason as youstress releifi have scarsblood amazes me just the color amazes me
Julian_Luna wrote:
fuzzman123 wrote:
i just want to start a quoting parade
LOL I know… many things cross ourminds while crying on a cold bed.
fuzzman123 wrote:
m good= bad things happenim bad= worse things happen
Yup. I know. There are times you ask yourself “MAN AM I NOT ENOUGH TO ANYONE?”…
fuzzman123 wrote:
i dont beleive in hope..some people beleive in karma
Yeah I dont believe in hope either. Somehow she believes in me though. I could have killed myself when I was @ High School, and I was/am a “serial” (lol) cutter. I only want to do what Eminem said in “Stan”, that “Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds”. I do selfharm to get that stress away.And I think: OK lets say I kill myself. Now what? That could be an easy road for those you’ll leave behind you.
quoted for no reason
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Sh*t we too must be good friends. Or a brother I never had.
I think of it too. sometimes I think of the news of my death arrived and I am in 20 diffirent places and check other peoples frowns.
And I have scars too.
And blood.. Seems like a fetish to me.
After death… Heaven and Hell… I dont know if I believe in anything. I can’t believe in something that I have never seen or touched.
Maybe is like when we are in our mothers’ womb. We exist without knowing we exist, without having any memory…
Nothing…
but when you see if there might be afterlife ( i dont beleive it) or you meet god
will you regret it?
yes i think of the reactions of people and what they might say might think or anything
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fuzzman123 wrote:
but when you see if there might be afterlife ( i dont beleive it) or you meet godwill you regret it?
I would regret it if I would exist among the people that I killed myself to get rid of. Imagine yourself being trapped like that? O.o
i dont know why now but i feel in my soul evolve?? i dont know why it just comes to mind
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there was a message i was deactivated ! why?
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Man verify your account to activate it again or find on myspace slush marquis_de_lune to talk… Your account been deactivated.
fuzzman123 wrote:
i dont know why now but i feel in my soul evolve?? i dont know why it just comes to mind
Whatcha mean?
i dont know what i mean thats the thing
and by deactivated does that mean im banned or i cant talk on his account
myspace is terrible i do not like myspace
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In your mail box should be an email for account verification for help dot com. Read it and follow instructions! I ll be waiting :))
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myspace is terrible i do not like myspace
Um.. I am on facebook too, and on twitter… Or tell me if you are somewhere to catch up. I ve added you to my help dot com friends too. Just find the mail that the site have sent you with your registration.
facebook dont hvae one either and i hvae never heard of twitter
and remember the online rule?
never meet someone you dont know
my parents are overly protective
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lol we can’t meet I live in Greece!
I mean meet out of help dot com ;)
Did you find the email?
ok i live in Paris we could meet on like a vacation lol
jk jk jk
lol im sorry but i dont know any other chat room
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lol okay well you have my myspace address if you change your mind.
But to get your account activated again you have to open that mailbox and find the mail :D
yes i know lol you have told me to get the email 5 times lol
umm just another chat room
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i am going to go study big test tommorrow find me tommorrow this time
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Ok well…
I am on myspace as I said…
and twitter dot com but its not private…
I can give you an email addy I have so we can exchange addies if you wish.
xD
anyway.. go study.
I d love to hear from you, my friend, my temporary addy is gote-engel @ hotmail dot com so sent me an email there and I will sent you my not-so-public address…
because its growing late around and I dont know if I will get in same time tomorrow here…
Have a good night :]
fuzzman123