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I think i might be Schizophrenic…

OK so i was reading this post on a blogg site that was asking for help about Schizophrenia. The experiances they desribed caught my attention. They said that they often thought people were laughing at them and talking about them and that they often thought they were being followed when in actual fact they weren’t.

I looked up Schizophrenia on wikipedia and (whether its accurate or not) it described a multitude of symptoms, most of which match mine. One of the main symptoms is some form of delusion or bizzare belief in somthing that is not real, in my case i feel like i’m being spied on and that everyone knows what i’m thinking. I also think i hear my name everywhere, ive learnt to ignore it simply becuase nobody was actually calling my name (i dont think)

I’m pretty sure its only mild Schizophrenia as yet (if i have Schizophrenia of course) but my question is how do i distinguish Schizophrenia between paranoia and self conciousness?

Oh, it also went onto say that its all about Cognition, this got me wondering cus for at least 4 years now ive gotten Precognitive Dreams and occasionly think about a topic just before someone starts talking about it but i dont think this is connected…

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (15 minutes after post)

omg.. I’m exactly like that!

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (17 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
omg.. I’m exactly like that!

seriously?

maybe i’m just having a phase…
what worried me though is that most cases peak at 20-28 years old and i am currently 16…

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (18 minutes after post)

I’ve started to think that it is just a phase also. I think it will just pass on it’s own eventually

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (21 minutes after post)

what, in the past 3 minutes youve decided to ‘let is pass’…
OK, i wish i had your confidence

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (23 minutes after post)

I think you maybe are just psychic. Or overly sensitive.
Schizophrenia is a much more severe disease. It interferes with normal life
in a big way. Particularly it doesn’t allow you to sleep properly
because you hear voices, etc..

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (23 minutes after post)

No, I mean in general. I have been thinking about it for a while. I thought I might have s.p.d. before now and that is just the way I have been viewing it. I never looked up about it I only knew what others told me that’s why I was so surprised by the symptoms you listed

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (28 minutes after post)

spiratec9 wrote:
I think you maybe are just psychic. Or overly sensitive.Schizophrenia is a much more severe disease. It interferes with normal lifein a big way. Particularly it doesn’t allow you to sleep properlybecause you hear voices, etc..

yea but it would explain so much…

i’m obviously no expert and i hate to self diagnose this on me cus i proably have no idea what i’m talking about, its just that on Wikipedia it goes on about loads of different symptoms, it doesnt have to be extream things like the constant voice in your head ect…

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (31 minutes after post)

and its the fact its more than one symptom, not just paranoia…

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:

spiratec9 wrote:
I think you maybe are just psychic. Or overly sensitive.Schizophrenia is a much more severe disease. It interferes with normal lifein a big way. Particularly it doesn’t allow you to sleep properlybecause you hear voices, etc..

yea but it would explain so much…

i’m obviously no expert and i hate to self diagnose this on me cus i proably have no idea what i’m talking about, its just that on Wikipedia it goes on about loads of different symptoms, it doesnt have to be extream things like the constant voice in your head ect…

No it doesn’t. But you are living a relatively normal functional life
are you not?

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (32 minutes after post)

nowadays almost everybody has a degree of paranoia.
Stock market crashing. Mortgage payments. No money. Paranoid.

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (33 minutes after post)

The one about someone calling your name is a bit puzzling.
But perhaps you have a name that is easily embedded in other sounds.

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1 year, 2 months ago (35 minutes after post)

spiratec9 wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
spiratec9 wrote:
I think you maybe are just psychic. Or overly sensitive.Schizophrenia is a much more severe disease. It interferes with normal lifein a big way. Particularly it doesn’t allow you to sleep properlybecause you hear voices, etc..
yea but it would explain so much…i’m obviously no expert and i hate to self diagnose this on me cus i proably have no idea what i’m talking about, its just that on Wikipedia it goes on about loads of different symptoms, it doesnt have to be extream things like the constant voice in your head ect…
No it doesn’t. But you are living a relatively normal functional lifeare you not?

yes, but the point is that it has to start smoewhere and i feel like i’m slipping…

and its not that kind of paranoia, you wouldnt understand it without living my life for a while, nobody understands it…

i forgot to mention the jazz music, i hear it often even though i never listen to jazz…

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (40 minutes after post)

the music reminds me of a lady who said she could hear a radio station in her head.
She phoned the police often about this problem. They came over and couldn’t figure it out. Finally an officer got real close to her head and listened
and sure enough he could hear the radio station too.
It turned out that the lady had a funny metal filling which was picking up the radio signal. When the filling was removed and replaced radio station ended.
Do you have any filings?

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1 year, 2 months ago (41 minutes after post)

no, i brush my teeth…

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spiratec9 offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Burnaby, BC, CA | 1 year, 2 months ago (43 minutes after post)

well then maybe you do have a very mild form of schizophrenia.
Doesn’t sound too serious. And many people who have it function well enough.
But if it is of concern you can have it diagnosed.
I hate to see people go on drugs though.
Trying to avoid them if you can.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (52 minutes after post)

alright…

its just that it started about 4 years ago and has (from my perspective) steadily got ‘worse’…

and no, whatever it is, doesnt cause problems with my life but what if it keeps getting worse, i mean theres no way to tell how far it will continue, if i have it, and i’m just a bit scared that it could escilate to…

and that fact that the guy on this blogg i mentioned said he’d been diagnosed with moderate-servere Schizophrenia before he even got the paranoia…

thanks for you advice thoguh, i feel a bit better knowing my situation may not be as bad as i first though ;)

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (7 hours, 23 minutes after post)

I don’t think you’re scitzophrenic. I have a loved one who is and you would be much worse off if you had. I do think you have anxiety and or paranoia. I had a similar problem that started when I was about 16. It slowly got worse though. It started as just a fear that I was going to be killed while taking a shower and got to the point where I was so terrified that I had to shower with the curtain open. It really is something that can take over your life. If you are against taking drugs, then I suggest going to a counsler of some sort.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (14 hours, 22 minutes after post)

Shizophrenic is really not that ’soft’ but I think you should anyhow try to seek for help. Then better you destroy this, if it is shizophreni or something like that at the beginning, before it gets worse like by MsNay.
And most of the times, if multiple personoality, paranoia or shizophrenic, it often starts when you are small, that it just starts with 20 isn’t true.

But even if know its not a ‘eral proble’ I think it’d be the best if you let a professional look at this. Really, I know some people who said in the beginning ‘Oh its nothing’ and as years went by, (3-6) they really had big problems, and when you wait to long, you can’t be helped anymore.

You shouldnt take it too lightly, even if I do not want to make you afraid, just dont think thats its ‘no big deal’.
And if then the result is that you’r ‘just’ a physic, well then you may be able to get control over that and become some professional? Would be cool, right?
So, better let someone look at this.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 2 months ago (16 hours, 37 minutes after post)

thanks for that, i might see the school nurse but i’m gonna have to think about it incase it is just a phase caused by stress or what ever…

my main concern was waking up one day to find that this paranoia or what ever it is has got to the point where i dont realise it… I’m guessing it doesnt actually happen that fast but its the main thing that bugging me,

thanks anyway ;)

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (17 hours, 8 minutes after post)

Well, I dont think that the schoolnurse can help you, but its good anyhow if you ask for it, and no, you wont just wake up and think ‘omg, I’ve got paranoia!’ Dont worry there.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

I’ve read quite a bit about schizophrenia (among other illnesses) and it’s really not always so cut and dry as people may think. Schizophrenia and Bi-polar disorder are commonly misdiagnosed for one another. In some cases I’ve read that “untreatable schizophrenia” patients may turn out to actually be bi-polar, and start responding to the new treatment as such. I’m not here to diagnose you, I’m not a dr. I’ve just always had an interest in psychological/physical disorders and psychology so I read quite a bit about it. Unfortunately, not as much as I use to. Symptoms can vary on how severe they are. Does it disrupt daily life? Certainly, but there are people who are able, and do lead productive lives. It varies from person to person. If you are worried about it, at least tell your parents that you feel you would like to speak to a dr. You don’t have to come out and say that you think you have a specific disorder if you’re not comfortable with that. Just explain to them that there are some things you think you would like to try and sort out by speaking with one. I hope this has been helpful.

Here is an article I found interesting for anyone who would like to take a look.

http://www.schizophrenia.com/New/04/2…

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 2 weeks ago (11 months, 3 weeks after post)

hi
iv just been reading through what u all have 2 say and i have more than 1 symptom myself ,,, my dad died 13 years ago and im sure i keep seeing him, i nerly ran up to a man once an hugged him cuz i though it was my dad ,i keep thinkin he staged his death is this normal ??? and i also hav a little girl with cystic fibrosis and im sure i seen the docter put this illness into my baby and this is very upsetting :( i also feel that there is someone watching me i sometimes think this could be my dad but he is ment to be dead ?????????????? and i found it intresting that some1 said they here music cuz i do 2 (hardcore lol ) ,,,, i hardley go out of the house because i feel people are talking about me an looking at me then this starts me off an i get agressive with people , i remember looking at the moon one night an thinking that a commet had hit the moon because it looked like there was dust coming off it but my partner didnt see it like that ,,, i also take things the wrong way , when some one is talking 2 me i think they are having a digg an start to argue with them ,, i have good days and bad days , i also think the world is goin to end an start saving food for my kids , i worrie that zombies are going to invade the planet an my children wont hav food ,i have been on drugs since the age of 15 and tryed to kill my self so meny times when i was younger ,, iv now been clean for 5 years and finding everyday life so hard , some days i cant even get up in the morning i also find it very hard 2 sleep i can be up 4 days on end ,, im seeing a mentel heath pro but they keep giving me anti depressants ????????????? i was told i had manic depresstion but the docs r now saying its not that or 2 early to tell as they need 2 ***** me more,,,COULD I BE SCHIZOPHRENIC ????????????????????????

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