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Hybrid Theory offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 minutes after post)

lapse in what?

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lostdeep offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (45 minutes after post)

im seeing a doc about my cutting and she is trying to get me off that as it driving me to wane commit suicide …..and then i had a bad day and i cut very deep and it hurts my family

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (52 minutes after post)

Why do you cut?

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lostdeep offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (57 minutes after post)

i like the pain and the blood

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 30 minutes after post)

kinky. i like blood too. there are better ways than cutting though

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 37 minutes after post)

how old are you?

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eagle40 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 53 minutes after post)

You say you are seeing a doctor…Have you got a counsellor? Is it just self harm or have you other stuff going on … are you happy?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 55 minutes after post)

mphfur wrote:
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seriously?

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lostdeep offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 hours, 5 minutes after post)

yes im serios 42….yes im seeing a counsellor….im not happy with myself as im hurting my family……a lot of guys already spoke to me here but i need to come back here because if this goes on i dont know if i wane life anymore…..i dont know anybody my age still doing this

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eagle40 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 hours, 11 minutes after post)

Ok… have you tried cognitive behaviour therapy?… you say you are hurting your family…yes possibly true but mostly you are hurting yourself…

you say you don’t want to live anymore…

do you actually mean you don’t want to live in the way you are anymore?

cutting is a behaviour…not the whole of life

all behaviours have purpose even if it is based on illogical thinking

i really feel for you…it sounds lonely

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Help me with: I have not been very happy over the last few years, I’m allegedly very good at my job but I feel anxious about it, it is very stressful.
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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 hours, 15 minutes after post)

no i have not ..what is it……because i hurt my family i think it would be better to die……my wife will never understand it ….i always have some tipe of excuse…..but its getting worse and i think she does not beleive me anymore

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