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Depression, wrist slitting, suicide, anger…
There are so many things that are really bringing me down from internal problems to external problems. Each time I ask for help I get the same answers and I’m tired of it.
The things I want to do that make me happy are impossible to achieve, and I want nothing else.
I must be a very selfish person. My friend states the reason to live is to live for other people, but that is not why I want to live.
I tried zoloft. It didn’t work at all. And I think it made it worse by ruining my appetite for days, which turned into weeks, and now I barely ever get hungry.
I turned to a few friends for help, but they just made it worse. They didn’t even try to help.
I saw a counselor and therapist/counselor but it didn’t help at all.
I’ve talked to “religious leaders” and attempted to pray to God but that never helped and made me become an aethiest.
I do what makes me happy but I become depressed when I try to do it and realize I can’t. I’ve practiced music for 10 years but still all of the stuff I play and write sounds like **** and always will. I become greatly depressed when I see other people my age accomplish the same things that I’ve always wanted to do and they take what should be my place.
I know others have problems like mine but I feel like they can’t be solved. And I bet they think that too.
I could go on forever typing my problems. I could go on forever asking for help but I believe I’ll never find an answer.
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