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Good day to everyone currently reading this message. My name is of no importance so call me Emmett and my age is of 14 years. I fear that i am currently losing my sanity for I have been thinking much differently.

I can see much clearer than i ever have. As an example i now know that our politicians of the U.S. are all the same really and that democracy is no better then a dictator ship but i did not go on here to rant about such nonsense, especially the kind that might offend some patriotic citizens. No i am here because of my different ways of seeing life. Before, I feared ever losing my friends, acquaintances, etc. but now i don’t give a rat’s *** about them. That’s not all, i have also been think homicidal and suicidal thoughts which in today’s society are not exceptional. I’ve thought about doing terrible things but the thing that stops me is, well a girl.

i don’t care for my friends nor family yet when i see her everything changes I feel human again. all those thoughts go away. The thing is though I’m not sure she feels the same about me. well she obviously doesn’t not show the great compassion i have for her but we have been good friends for a while.

I don’t know what to do. and to all of you who have read this far thank you very much and please comment.

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2511 ♥ S ☺ offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 342 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

Sounds like you’re depressed….

believe me, in the next years, you’ll see things even more clearly, and you’ll notice that what you thought before was so wrong…

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cherry_blossom offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

okay, first let me point out that the freakin helpbot cracks me up! lol!
alright. now on to more pressing matters.
sounds like you have a few issues.
alright…well, as 2511 said, it sounds like you’re depressed. I have no idea on how to help you in that area except to tell you that despite what you think, it WILL get better.
as for the girl. Well, that’s really sweet and I’m glad you have someone that cares about you and that you care about so much. It’s good to have a special someone. It helps us get through tough times when loneliness can’t. Anyways, if you feel so strongly for her, then sit down and talk to her about it. It may not be easy, but you’ll probably feel tons better when you’re done. And who knows? she might just feel the same way for you! =]
Anyways, I really do hope I helped a little. and I wish the best of luck to you!!!

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smallr offline Verified User (2 months, 2 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

this time in your life can be confusing and difficult. But you must stay strong and find something you enjoy doing. Because if you only feel good about yourself when you see her then you need to start from within and like yourself no matter what people think.Once you get through this hard time in your life you will see things in a better perspective.so do yourself some good by maybe voluteering to help someone you will then stsrt to feel that you’ve done a positive thing.It is so true when it said “you are what you think you are” So think good about yourself.Good luck and may God be with you.

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*heather* offline Verified User (2 months) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Okay, that’s a little odd. But if you get help now you may be able to get out of those thoughts. Sorry, I’m no professional, but maybe you should get an outlet or some help from someone that really knows about this stuff. And it’s good that this girl is bringing you back. Does she know about this?

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cabesa de fuego offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (57 minutes after post)

“i have also been think homicidal and suicidal thoughts which in today’s society are not exceptional.” If you are having thoughts like these your brain is malfunctioning, and you need to get it fixed, asap. If you’re like this at 14, imagine how bad it will get if you don’t fix the problem now later in life. You need to go to the doctor as soon as possible, you are a danger to other people if you are having homicidal thoughts, and you have an ethical obligation to go get those fixed. As far as hating the government goes, join the club. Please make your rebellion peaceful.

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seah1 offline Verified User (2 months) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (8 hours, 1 minute after post)

Liking someone is normal for a young person like….and it is a good sign that you are normal. Being liked by other is another thing but someone likes you or not….it doesn’t matter. What matters is that: “GOD LOVES YOU REAL GOOD!”

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Coalesce offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (14 hours, 6 minutes after post)

God loves you real good?

Does he love you long time?

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