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awww hunny you will be okay

Okay, seeya.

If you figure out a way to “blast off this rock” send me a shout and I’ll go with you. I’ll bring the drinks :P

yea sometimes i wonder if college and all this crap im doing will mean anything at all. i lack drive as well(sooo lazy). sometimes i wonder about my options in life. i feel like i need to go to college since my dad only got up to like 8th grade and for the sake of at least being “educated” im doin this. i also know that i would hate myself if i just went through a phase of laziness and lack of motivation and dropped out only to realize how important it was for me to go to school. ive been there, livin in a family where my dad made very little and its hard but we were still happy. i mean u have the power to do what ever u want with ur life, maybe money isnt a strong calling but u should ask urself what u want to strive for. if not money then what? is it helping starving people in africa or maybe counseling people with problems… maybe its art, writing idk. u dont have to go to college but im sure that if u look hard enough u can find something that ur passionate about and once u find it or if u have already found it why not follow it?

yea its frustrating, especially this whole notion of paying ridiculous amounts of money to do one thing for the rest of ur life. for me i dont like that either, i want to be able to move around you know? sometimes i jsut wanna disappear and go to some hole in the wall country and backpack around jsut to broaden my horizons, somewhere with different values, where the dollar doesnt matter so much.i mean from what it sounds like u jsut want to be around real, trustworthy people who are down to earth. ur in luck because even though there are like maybe 344253454524 people who are lame there are also just as many who are good people. its hard to have all the answers, especially if ur young. its weird how something that has no solution one day is easily answered in a moment of reflection during a random stroll ’round town. im confident that u too will come to a conclusion that u can feel confident is the right one.

I’m with DR. HU.. I’ll bring the glasses ;)