I recently lost my young brother to his passing of unknown reasons.
That was over 4 months ago. He was 19 and I am 23. At the time my girlfriend and I had been dating for about 3 months. She had been through similar circumstances with her older sister (also 19) passing away 5 years ago because of cancer. I made a hasty descision about a month after my brothers death to move in with my girlfriend and her two girls oldest 4, and youngest 2. Its about 3 hours from my childhood home. I left a high paying job, my family in a time which they needed me and I needed them, and my life of simplicity behind. thinking a fresh start would help. My girlfriend is now 17 weeks pregnant, I am still unemployed as finding work in the area is near impossible, I am having trouble coping with the adjustments with the children, and most of the time I find myself thinking thoughts which would scare others, thoughts to end my life and no longer drown in my self pitty. What do I do?
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