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I recently wrote a letter to my friend about how depressed

being the girl who cant stop smiling or talking other wise everyone thinks somethings wrong is making me.
it outlined how i hate that i can’t just be quiet and watch, like i do when i’m at home, how i can’t show any emotion, because i’m rock girl. i’m the one no-one expects to break down. i’m the one thats expected to keep smiling even when somethings tearing her up inside.

my question is,
do i send it?

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2 years, 1 month ago (6 minutes after post)

yeah you should send it. i was like you last year at my old school.
everybody was someone or something and wasn’t anything or anyone.
so since i have blonde i decided to become “the dumb blonde” at the school. and it worked because i was somebody. i got more friends and more attention even though i had been with the same ppl since 3rd grade they treated me better. and i was so good at being a dumb blonde that i actually started to become one for real like even when i wasn’t at school. but like every day i would have my feelings hurt but instead of like being mad i would just laugh,like ppl would call me retarded and eveything but it didn’t matter bc i got what i wanted even though it was totally fake and it hurt. this year i went to a different school and i am me and i have so many friends bc they all like me for who i am.

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robkelle offline Verified User (2 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Ephrata, PA, US | 2 years, 1 month ago (21 hours, 19 minutes after post)

be real with your feelingss, not someone fake be honest

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