i’m tired of not being able to afford a car either and not having any friends because of it, i guess that means they would’nt even been true friends then if i did have a car and was friends with them! One little experiament i did a few weeks ago that might help you, I have a real bad problem with deppression and crying a lot when i am just over come by all the stress and hurt. I feel “weepy” all day long. Well I decided i was going to go off sugar for good, I did it for like three weeks, in that time i became overwhelmingly happy for not reason at all. Many things that stressed me before that i would think about, i did’nt think about anymore. In just this past week however I started eating sugar again and fell back into the addiction of sugar. I became weepy and upset and depressed all over again, I am going to get off of it again, now that i realize what it was that was causing me to be so happy for those few weeks. It saves money too, to get off of it. I’m not saying all types of sugar, just artificial or processed sugar. Its ok to have honey and other natural sugars like brown rice syrup or real maple syrup, and maybe a little bit of brown now and then or raw, but not the processed pure white cane sugar or high fructose corn syrup or aspartme and splenda. I don’t know what it is, but those processed sugars are just not good for you. Its good if you can get off all types of cane sugars as well, but i think you might notice a differance two weeks into total absence from the stuff. I was sleeping better too, and since i got back on the sugar, i’ve been sleeping horriably and am having nightmares like you would not believe.