i wanna tell him
everything will be better
I know it will
but i cant do it
I cant tell him
I cant get rid of him
and i know i should hate him
but i dont
I dont know if its the chase
or the way he hugs me
but i cant let him go
and as hard as i try
im just not that strong
I need to tell him
he needs to leave
i cant stop thinking
its gone so wrong
but i cant imagine
life without him
and i know its wrong
and i know its stupid
but i just cant
and i wanna say
he knows too much
but deep inside
you and i know its not true
I dont love him
but the way my heart beats faster
when he calls me on the phone
the way he made me laugh
when he led me to trust him
the way he knew everything,
but nothing at all
was he just a good actor
or was he friend
and i have to tell him
but to loose what is so routine
to change something so hard
I know he never loved me
and even though i hide that i care
it hurts
i was only ever the other girl
i shouldn’t care
i have to tell him
everything will only get better
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