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my name is lilly and i want to kill myself

i have a girl friend that i love and im gay but i am also in love with a guy i only like girls and this one guy and i want to kill myself i know this dosnt make sence but im typing really fast cuz my mom is pounding on my door ok so ill write again later

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 139 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 minute after post)

Why would you want to kill yourself? Are things that bad that you want to do something so foolish?

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seas light offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

This is not your answer. What is really wrong?

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Commander Ikari offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 73 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

You are just Bi, with a preference towards females. No need to kill yourself over that.

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Fuzzy Pepper offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 66 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

Where are you now?

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R.A.M offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

Well!
Guessing your Bi… by what you said…
But, why does that make you want to kill yourself…

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angel♥ offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

im really sorry =( whats wrong?

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*heather* offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 minutes after post)

That wont’t solve anything! Please don’t do it! There’s got to be some other solution.

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closed offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 53 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (8 minutes after post)

You need to stop and appreciate the people in your life.
Instead of thinking the world is going to end, have a look at what you’ve got going for you.

And, like others have said..liking a guy and girls is not gay, it’s bisexual.

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babacup offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
Indianapolis, IN, US | 1 year, 1 month ago (9 minutes after post)

It is okay to to have feeling for both girls and boys. Some people do not understand and that makes it hard sometimes. But it is not a reason to want to end your life.

Why is you mom pounding on your door?

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cherry_blossom offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (11 minutes after post)

hey! Don’t get down! You like girls and you have special feelings towards this guy. It’s alright. No reason to be upset. =] And if other things are wrong that you haven’t mentioned, well I promise you that things WILL get better! I know how it is to be in the dark and feel like it will never get better, but it will. Always. I promise. So please just think about everything everyone here has said. Is all this really worth taking your life? I really do hope that things turn out alright for you. And I know you don’t know me, but if you EVER need advice or just need someone to talk to, just give me a shout or something. I promise I’ll help you as much as I can. *hugs*

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Fuzzy Pepper offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 66 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (11 minutes after post)

Lilly, how old are you? And, I know this has probably been said to you a hundred times….by people that you may not want to trust right now….

But you have so much to live for. Life is so full if you will only let it be!!

Just give it a chance. See a counselor to work out your sexuality; and questions you may have about it.

Trust me….the ONLY thing that is certain in this life is that things ALWAYS change….and those changes come about when you least expect them. One day, you will look back at this time and be really glad that you didn’t act on it…..life gets hard/it gets easy….it always changes. Roll with the punches and enjoy the ride. :)

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 139 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (12 minutes after post)

I don’t think she’s online!

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Commander Ikari offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 73 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (12 minutes after post)

littlenick wrote:
I don’t think she’s online!

She said she’d be back later.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (17 minutes after post)

God sent me to this site to tell you that he loves you and he wants you to be happy. There is a life that he wants to give you, and if you really want to die to youself, you can do this without suicide. If you simply pray to God, and ask Jesus into your life, he will give you a new one. Jesus was exicuted for you so that you can have this new life.
If you do chose to accept his offer of a new life then close your eyes and tell him.

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seas light offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (23 minutes after post)

will she be back?

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 139 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (24 minutes after post)

We’re hoping she comes back to talk to us.

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seah1 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (7 hours, 56 minutes after post)

Don’t do that….killing is not a solution to your problem. Do you believe in God. Entrust yourself to God for He alone can help you. I’ll pray for you. If you think you’re unhappy on earth, do want to still want to suffer throughout eternity….so don’t think of that….in every problem there is a solution.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 day, 1 hour after post)

i bet your sick of hearing -dont do it!!!- k0z i would be but plz listen.u arent alone .i have always been a bit bi but only really went 4 guys and im in l0ve with this 1 guy and n0w i feel i can never love another guy if i cant have him seriously i tried so now im kindA 4 girls which is creepy 4 me its hard to accept or understand things but i hope you make it and be strong iv thought of killing myself but i dnt think i will just know its ok to feel what you feel and i wish u luck=)peace0wtx0x

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seah1 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months ago (6 months, 3 weeks after post)

Hi!

I think you have to stop the idea of ending your life for it is never the solution to your problem. I suggest that you be honest and be brave enough to tell them about your situation. If the people you love do really care for you, they will help you get through your situation.

If that won’t work…then throw yourself and your problems to God, He can help you because He cares for you! GOD has all the power to deliver you!

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