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Sometimes I just want to run away and never come back.
the.sophenator edited this post 1 year, 1 month ago. Read the previous text »
Sometimes I just want to run away and never come back.
I feel like such a jerk.
I’m always talking about myself.
But I just need to get things out of my system.
I’m sorry. I’ve felt like that so many times, anything specific you want to talk about?
I don’t know.
I want so much, but I feel bad for wanting it.
Don’t feel bad. Everyone has wants.
I want more money so I can pay for our house, I want to be beautiful, I want to be successful. I want things, just like everyone else.
But I’m supposed to have ‘everything I want’.
That’s what my parents say anyway.
So Cold wrote:
I want more money so I can pay for our house, I want to be beautiful, I want to be successful. I want things, just like everyone else.
How old are you?
Why do you want to be beautiful? You look gorgeous from here.
You may seem like you have everything, I do. I have a great education, a great family, but I still feel very empty. It’s all about growing and finding what you want to do in life for yourself and others.
the.sophenator wrote:
So Cold wrote:
I want more money so I can pay for our house, I want to be beautiful, I want to be successful. I want things, just like everyone else.
How old are you?Why do you want to be beautiful? You look gorgeous from here.
thank you very much. I’m 14
I’m just…so confused.
I have no idea what I want to do with myself.
I know I want to help people, that’s all.
I’m 16.
I basically want to be beautiful too.
And to have someone really care about me.
Thank you so much for talking to me, by the way.
I didn’t really think anyone would.
#1: It’s not selfish if you want to help people
#2: My sister’s in college, and she still isn’t sure about what she wants to do in life
#3: There’s bound to be someone out there who cares about you, and I’m sure people already do
#4: Beauty is only skin deep, and I think it’s even silly for me to want to be beautiful, I mean, what’s it going to do for me in life? People will just take advantage of me and not take me seriously.
the.sophenator wrote:
Thank you so much for talking to me, by the way.I didn’t really think anyone would.
I know how that feels. I come to posts that have no one replying to them. I like helping people one on one.
Me too.
I like making people happy.
But I seem to always turn people away.
Heck, I can’t even get my canary to like me!
lol, it’s okay, my cat runs away from me. =P Though it turns them away from you, it still helps them, right? So does that still make you feel good?
Well, I suppose.
I just want someone to get to know me enough…to see who I really am.
I sound so melodramatic.
Like a wailing damsel in distress.
lol, I feel like that all the time when I make a post… like some cleche sappy story. But you are being honest, and that’s good. You just need to find the right person you can open up to.
I know…I’m pretty good at waiting. :)
I just wish I could escape.
Why escape when you can just wait?
If you’re patient enough, then that’s good.
So Cold wrote:
Why escape when you can just wait?
Because I feel like I’m suffocating where I am.
I think I’m a pretty patient person.
I just feel like I’m drowning in my life.
Then make some sort of change. Make it something even small… like getting a haircut, or get a new hobby. Get out of the ordinary. Ask out your crush. Do something different.
So Cold wrote:
Then make some sort of change. Make it something even small… like getting a haircut, or get a new hobby. Get out of the ordinary. Ask out your crush. Do something different.
That sounds good. I’ll try that.
I don’t have a crush, lol. I hardly know any guys.
So what do you think you’ll do? And as for the guy part… start branching out. Be outgoing and meet new people. I know it’s easier sad then done, but this is a part of the new you and the new life you’re trying to make.
Well, I’m into making jewellry… :D
I’m a bit of a hermit really.
Never had a real boyfriend.
Don’t know any guys besides relatives or family friends.
The one guy I do know has a girlfriend and never talks to me anyway.
And plus, I’m utterly socially unattractive.
And physically, for that matter.
There is a group for everyone. I’m sure there are people who would love to be your friend, you just need to find that right group.
I really hope I do, believe me.
Me too. I need to go, but I’ll add you to my friends, and I hope you’ll do the same. Shout if you want to say anything. =)
Thank you, So Cold.
You’ve been such a great help. :)
I’ll definitely add you.
I’m glad I helped! =D Talk to you later, I’m on pretty much every day.
Me too.
I’m addicted. :)
Toodles! :D
dnt worry i know how u feel!! :) i always say too mii friends that im guan runaway n than they always hav a go at mii
I am looking for something and I quite can’t figure out what it is.
It isn’t an object or a person.
I always feel this something I “need” is this urge to travel.
When I say the word travel, I don’t mean, resorts and hotels.
I mean I always have this urge to go out, just all by myself, be one with nature, and just drop out of society. We live in an age where we are surrounded by material and materialistic people and we are always looking for something to fill in this “gap” in our life with items, money, people. We tend to forget that we too, are part of nature and we never take a chance to look at it’s beauty, the emotions behind it.
I just thought I could share that with you all, because like you the.sophenator, I wanna run away and never come back.
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i hear you..i fell like that all the time too….
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