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i feel empty.

i feel like im alone.
i feel lots and lots of pain.
i dont have the energy to fix anything.
i want to and i dream about it.
but i cant.
i have noone.
im gaining weight.
im sleeping more.
i think if i die will anybody really care?
i feel like such an emo b*tch.
i hate feeling like this
i hate feelings period.
i havent smiled in forever.

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (6 minutes after post)

I’m still here, and I care.

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (10 minutes after post)

I know you’ve already heard me, but I’ll listen. I know what it is like to hate being able to feel, if you can talk about it, I’ll listen.

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chocohugg offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (11 minutes after post)

i think im depressed.

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chocohugg offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (14 minutes after post)

i just cant stop thinking about how happy i would be if i was back home.
im missing out on everygting that my friends are doing.
they post up pictures
and they all made new friends
and look they like theyre having so mcuh fun
i hate missing out
i hate not being able to be there

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (22 minutes after post)

That is completely understandable, it hurts to be away from your friends. Are you moving back eventually?

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candylynx offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (26 minutes after post)

where did you move to,how long have you been away for?

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (27 minutes after post)

I must apologize choco, but I am exhausted. I haven’t slept in days. I promise I shall return tomorrow if you want.

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RTD offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 32 minutes after post)

Talk about it man. If you have the strength to talk, then do. Only hearing you talk can help me to vaugely understand the situation.

I think you definatly seem to be depressed, and in the depth of it, it probably seems like there is no escape, but there’s still hope, you just need to stop closing your eyes, and see it.

Talk, and i’ll listen.

I hope you are okay.

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Help me with: Music.
FreshMosha offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 37 minutes after post)

I may not know u but i will care anyway. Everyone cares on help.com

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-Jela- offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
GB | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 hours, 12 minutes after post)

I know how you feel… what i do is i just lock myself in my room, turn up the music, and block the world out of my head until everything seems ok again

btw, that was a good post, it reminded me of a poem

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Help me with: shoutout to help.com =)
Mandolin offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 hours, 37 minutes after post)

I agree with Jela, you write your emotions very well. Have you ever tried writing to make yourself feel better about things? Sometimes it helps to get your thoughts out on paper, I’ve done that and I know a lot of my friends have.

Have you tried making any new friends where you are? You really could turn an opportunity like moving into something kind of good. If you keep your friends at your old home and invest some time into finding new ones you’ll have a wide variety of people you know and talk to.

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