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I 130% positive im depressed.

but when i tell my parents they dont take me seriously. im tired of hating myself at the end of the day, im tired of just wanting to lock myself in my room for weeks away from socialization…. i have so many symptoms of depression and sh*t im so sick of it.

i take depression quizes online and show my parents the results but they wont do anything about it, im not 18 yet, i have no money, i cant do anything to fix it.
I feel like the only option left is medication, ive tried every other possible solution since i was 14,but like i said i dont know how to go about fixing this.

Im not suicidal, i guess this post was more of a rant, something to get off my chest, but i also need advice on what to do!!!!!

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I 130% positive im depressed.

but when i tell my parents they dont take me seriously. im tired of hating myself at the end of the day, im tired of just wanting to lock myself in my room for weeks away from socialization…. i have so many symptoms of depression and sh*t im so sick of it.

i take depression quizes online and show my parents the results but they wont do anything about it, im not 18 yet, i have no money, i cant do anything to fix it.

I hate to say it but the only option left is medication, ive tried every other possible solution since i was 14,but like i said i dont know how to go about fixing this.

Im not suicidal, i guess this post was more of a rant, something to get off my chest, but i also need advice on how to get some medication

southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (3 minutes after post)

After seeing your picture, I’m 2000% sure I’m not!

I.e. you look beautiful…

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GB | 1 year, 1 month ago (3 minutes after post)

i know how you feel… is there a school counsiler at the school your going to… maby you can talk to them

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Commander Ikari offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 80 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (4 minutes after post)

Have you tried talking to your school councilors?

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (6 minutes after post)

You should talk to someone. A school counselor is good place to start but any adult you trust would do. Drugs may help but please don’t try to self medicate yourself. This may sound silly but have you ever cut?

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southern_comfort changed the tags on this post: they were "suicide, Money, Medication, Socialization, Solution, On-line and off-line, hate, Chest, Parent, Symptom" 1 year, 1 month ago.

greatheart6 offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (8 minutes after post)

I was in the same situation , now I laugh about that … i> small>(email removed) /small> /i>>

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (8 minutes after post)

No emails allowed here, greatheart.

magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (10 minutes after post)

i Take online classes, and i wouldnt really care that much about being depressed since lots of people are. but i have so depressed for 4 years and when poeople call me bipolar ***** and tell me they dont need me just pushes me over the edge

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (11 minutes after post)

i used to cut trough the first year but i never did it again.

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (13 minutes after post)

i feel like medication is the only way it will get better, i used to have a psycologist but my parents stopped talking me there AND IT WAS FREE!!!!! its like my parents dont take me seriously. really? i wouldnt lie to them about that just for attention.

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (14 minutes after post)

Good. I’m glad you stopped. Cutting solves nothing. Increases the sale of tissues and bandaids but thats about it. Do you know of anyone to talk to? At school. At church. The corner drug store. A friends parent that you may be close to and can trust…

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greatheart6 offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (14 minutes after post)

Look I went all the way down, but, One day I just get up and look myself in the mirror and I said thats all , I want this .. and I will get it and thats how my life start to have sense

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (16 minutes after post)

i have an adult i used to talk to but it just made me feel worse afterwards. everytime i tell someone how i feel, i feel like they are thinking “why is this girl talking all about me,me,me”?”does she ever shut up?” i know it wierd but basically i feel like i cant talk to someone without them thinking im self-centered

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (18 minutes after post)

magicpinkponie wrote:
i feel like medication is the only way it will get better, i used to have a psycologist but my parents stopped talking me there AND IT WAS FREE!!!!! its like my parents dont take me seriously. really? i wouldnt lie to them about that just for attention.

Are they still near where you live? Call them. Ask if you can resume coming to see them. That you need to seek professional advice.

You are talking to me and I don’t think you are that way at all. If I could, I’d drive you to see your therapist this very minute.

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (23 minutes after post)

thank you, i will try doing that, its just another problem is that im such a procrastonater but yes, i will try to call my psycologist and see if i can keep going to see her.

I hate to say this but even talking to a psycologist; i feel like she thinks “what is this girl so depressed for, theres nothing wrong with her life..”

but there is.

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (28 minutes after post)

Ask her for a referral to someone else then. Also, call the national suicide prevention number listed by HelpBot above. I know you said you didn’t want to commit suicide, but they can help you find other resources and websites to help you also. If I knew where you lived I could probably find some for you.

Secondly, I want you to check back in here from time to time and let us know how you are doing and most importantly, what is working to help you feel better. We are concerned about you and want you to get well. We do care.
=8^}

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (29 minutes after post)

thanks so much, i love this website and all the wonderful people on it! its nice to know people want to help others :)

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (33 minutes after post)

You are most welcome, magic. You are special. I can see it in your eyes. I have added you to my friends list. I like you.

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (35 minutes after post)

thank you , im new to this website so ill figure all these buttons and icons out. haha
again thanks to everyone, maybe help.com is my new medication!

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biounit offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 59 minutes after post)

since you’re out there trying to find something, you never know, you just might find it at your local church. give it a try, you’ll be surprised at how many people well listen to you and help you in any way they can.

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magicpinkponie offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (6 days, 11 hours after post)

biounit wrote:
since you’re out there trying to find something, you never know, you just might find it at your local church. give it a try, you’ll be surprised at how many people well listen to you and help you in any way they can.

Oh trust me, trust me i used to be in a pentecostal private school/church. I was sooo sheltered there. i lived by every single rule GOOGLE IT!(no makeup,jewlery,no cutting your hair,skitrs past the knees)from preschool till 7th grade then 8th grade i went to a catholic school but they had totally different standards, and the people there were so aware with what was going on in the world, and i wasnt. thats when my depression started. i couldnt connect with anyone becasue we were so different.

I do go to the church occasionally but i do not live by all their standards.

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