Thought help: I’m a very envious person

Narcissus

I’m a very envious person

When ever I see people with things I desire or get something I want I become really cruel. I will spend the rest of my day pissed off at the world telling myself how much I deserve that and how the that person should get nothing. I get really violent thoughts in my head I’m going insane I’m normally very calm and gentle but for the past few months when ever something doesn’t go the way I want it to I become extremely violent …and its not just thoughts anymore

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Narcissus 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

what do you mean

Help me with: A retarded day at the carnival (just want to share this)

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KNielsen13 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

It is actually normal to feel jealous of what others have especially if you are feeling down or bad about yourself. Talking about how you feel could make the violent feelings lessen. What you need to do is focus of what makes you happy to hell with other people. Finding a counselor to talk to could help also.

Help me with: So, my boyfriend is going to be moving in with me in the next couple weeks.

Narcissus 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (35 minutes after post)

but what they have is what makes me happy

Help me with: A retarded day at the carnival (just want to share this)

Narcissus 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (38 minutes after post)

but talking about it is good advice but I dont have any close friends, the people I call friends are just people I hang out with but most of them dont really know anything me…

Help me with: A retarded day at the carnival (just want to share this)

Narcissus 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (39 minutes after post)

Narcissus wrote:
but talking about it is good advice but I dont have any close friends, the people I call friends are just people I hang out with but most of them dont really know anything about me…