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I’m a very envious person

When ever I see people with things I desire or get something I want I become really cruel. I will spend the rest of my day pissed off at the world telling myself how much I deserve that and how the that person should get nothing. I get really violent thoughts in my head I’m going insane I’m normally very calm and gentle but for the past few months when ever something doesn’t go the way I want it to I become extremely violent …and its not just thoughts anymore

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Narcissus offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (3 minutes after post)

what do you mean

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KNielsen13 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (27 minutes after post)

It is actually normal to feel jealous of what others have especially if you are feeling down or bad about yourself. Talking about how you feel could make the violent feelings lessen. What you need to do is focus of what makes you happy to hell with other people. Finding a counselor to talk to could help also.

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Narcissus offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (35 minutes after post)

but what they have is what makes me happy

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Narcissus offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (38 minutes after post)

but talking about it is good advice but I dont have any close friends, the people I call friends are just people I hang out with but most of them dont really know anything me…

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Narcissus offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (39 minutes after post)

Narcissus wrote:
but talking about it is good advice but I dont have any close friends, the people I call friends are just people I hang out with but most of them dont really know anything about me…

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Time Traveller offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 hour, 19 minutes after post)

you can have some of these things that you want.

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An Unknown Location | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (6 months after post)

i’m actually looking at articles regarding Envious friend, that i really hate how it feels to have like her. I treat her good but she cant treat me the same… she is very envious but sometimes i tell her this “each individual is unique” each individual has God given gift like talents to share with… or to improve… it’s not yet the end of the world dear.. there are still alot of things to do… also, be a true friend… so you will have a lot of them..

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