well…
i don’t know what to say about your medicine.
if i were you, i’d get off of it.
i know they say it helps, but i have problems trusting medicines.
that’s just me, though.
what i think you should do, is cut off connections with the mean guy.
i also think you should start exercising and going outside and such.
even if you don’t need it…
the outdoors makes people feel happy.
if you can support a cat or a dog, i think you should get one.
they’re very helpful when you’re feeling sad.
but i want you to remember something:
the world is a great place, even when everything sucks for you, or your life is going wrong. lots of things are tough, but you have to keep pushing and trying and reaching for the light in life. never, ever give up. the simplest things can make you happy. and you must remember that not everything requires you to get upset. sometimes you just need to sit down, take a few minutes, and tell yourself, “i am going to worry about this for fifteen minutes, and then when that fifteen minutes is up, it is going to be blown over my shoulder and it won’t matter anymore.” just blow the bad things off. and keep a smile on your face. if you just smile, the world will be better for you.
and as for the cutting…you shouldn’t hurt yourself. you shouldn’t inflict pain on yourself at all. for some people, it’s a vital way of letting their anger and sadness out, others, it’s attention. if it’s your way of coping, try sucking on ice. it burns and hurts but it’s not bad for you. it won’t hurt you, but i really think you should stop. you have no reason to hurt yourself anyway.