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evansent 2008 wrote:
helllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooo
im made up your finally moving on lv:)
have a ball tonight

speak soon :)

Haha yeah, I’ma try to have a blast tonight.

EmilyRI wrote:
Yess! Thanks for the update. Things look like they’re going quite well for you which is fantastic news!! I bet you’re excited for tonight!
What are you going as?

Yeah things are going all right. I’ve just come to the point where I’m not going to let anything get to me anymore because it’s just not worth it.
Haha my friend and I are going as the blues brothers. I’m going to be dan akroid and he’s going to be john belluci.

Haha oh believe me there will be plenty of pictures. I went out and bought rechargeable batteries last night just because!
Yeah I know what you mean. I mean I was really hoping she could see through all this and possibly come out of it a stronger person, but obviously she got sucked right back into it because she’s so easily influenced and I don’t need that in my life.

αиgєl♥ wrote:
oooh im glad your happier now! =D

i hope everything goes well with that girl! and with your halloween party tonight!!

good luck! xoxo

Haha yeah I hope everything goes great tonight too. I’m doing better than I was a few weeks ago that’s for sure :) Haha yeah, she’s growing on me, but I’m still not sure at this point if I’m ready to open myself up to anyone again, but I don’t want to limit myself.

c-eek wrote:
Thank you for letting us know that you are doing well. You are a very special guy and we are counting on you to help find the cure for cancer. When you take time off from help.com to study, you are progressing toward that goal so we will just have to sit tight and wait for you. It is great that your social life is improving, too. We need healthy, happy cancer researchers, don’t we?

Haha yeah, I’m glad my social life is getting better too. My circle of friends expanded dramatically once I got back to college.

αиgєl♥ wrote:
ohh youre researching to find the cure for cancer?! :O

Yeah I’m hopefully going to study to try to find a cure for cancer. It’s actually pretty close to being done, I just want to work more towards it after I graduate in the spring.

JahRadio wrote:
Hey Tzu, thanks for the update =). Good for you, man. Move on, have fun, find someone who deserves you! I’m doing the same thing man. Happy Halloween! Hope you enjoy it!

Yeah I mean this girl I met is awesome, when I hang out with her I have a lot of fun with her and everything, but it’s hard to think romantically about her. I think I just have to give it some more time, I dunno it’s just still sorta hard because I never thought I’d be where I am right now haha. I’m glad for you too that you’re trying to move on as well. I hope everything is going well for you also. :) Happy Halloween.

αиgєl♥ wrote:
THATS SO COOL!
hahaha good luck =D its close to being done?!?! :O

Haha yeah, I mean there’s a lot of research going on in different fields that different approaches are sort of working out. There’s one method I’m really interested in studying.

SingerInPurple wrote:
YAY! things are getting better! See! They always do…I’m so happy for you…haha, I hope you have fun at your halloween party!

Yeah I know, I mean I tried really hard.. The party was a blast last night. But I think I messed up :/

Haha yeah I mean the party was awesome. Tonight was really fun too except she started to get a little sick because she sort of mixed drinks but I walked her to her apartment and made sure she was all right even though she was adamant about being all right to walk home alone. I wasn’t going to let that happen though so I just went with her.

I think tomorrow I’m just going to let it all out. Tell her outright how I feel and put my heart on the line.. even though I’m really scared of doing it.. but I just really need to know how she feels about this. Everyone sees that she’s into me, but she hasn’t given me any sort of positive reinforcement at all and I just know it’s because she’s shy and nervous. We’ll see though, I just don’t want to make it awkward because she’s so cool to hang out with..

Yeah, I’ve been trying extremely hard sans haha.. I mean.. really I’ve been trying excrutiatingly hard to get past things and just.. live my life. So far things are working out for me.