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Lately I’ve been dealing with a lot in my life. It seems that everytime that I try to make things right it all gets jacked up again. Actually I make things worse. IDK, it’s like I feel so depressed all the time. For the past few months actually, I can’t seem to get these feelings to go away. I try to act like I normally use to but now it’s like it’s all for show. I have to act happy as to not bring anyone else down with me. I don’t want to hurt anyone by telling them whats goin on in my life but I’m scared that things are getting way out of control. My thoughts run away with me and hold me hostage. Sometimes I think about ending it all then snap out of it because I know thats now what I really want. But, it’s still there lerking in the shadows waiting for me. I’ve only told like 3 people about this and my family wouldn’t understand so they are out of the question. Anyone else feel this way? If so could you please help?

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9584 offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (10 minutes after post)

do you know whats making you feel this way or is it just lots of things?

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1 year, 1 month ago (14 minutes after post)

I guess it’s just lots of things…there use to be a trigger that would set it off but now it doesnt matter what goes on becasue these thoughts are still there and stronger then ever. I don’t have the energy to go on and not enough to actually do something about them. It’s confusing i guess????

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (18 minutes after post)

if you want these thoughts to stop your going to have to do something. i would suggest trying to tell your friends, im sure they’d be more hurt if you didn’t tell them anything. until then *HUG ATTACK*

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1 year, 1 month ago (23 minutes after post)

I have told some of my friends but they just don’t understand. They look at me like I’m a complete freak! I know they care about me but they just don’t get it! Heck, I dont get it myself…

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (25 minutes after post)

you could go to your doctor and they might be able to help you, i know it may seem a bit drastic or scary but it might help talking to someone who’s ‘outside’ the situation

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1 year, 1 month ago (29 minutes after post)

I’ve gone to councilors before and it does help…my next appointment won’t be for another like 3 weeks tho :( IT’s just so hard to get it together ya know? one minute I can breath right through the feelings then the next I want to just up and die! It just hurts so much

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1 year, 1 month ago (32 minutes after post)

IDK I’m gunna go thanks for writtin

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (32 minutes after post)

ok good luck darlin

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