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Opnions on a letter that i have to write to my alcoholic mom for some private meeting.

a bunch of people are writting letters i was asked to come to the meeting and bring a letter too. this is all behind her back we are trying to find a way to get her help because shes so impossible. im almost sixteen by the way i dont know if thats relevant. so here it is.

Dear Mom,

When I was first asked to write this letter I had no desire whatsoever to write it. I began to ask myself why, I mean everyone else can write one what makes it so difficult for me. Then I realized that I can’t tell you why I miss the old you or why I want you back because I don’t even remember who that person is anymore. I have blocked out every good memory I have of you because of the pain it causes me. I couldn’t stand thinking of you in a good way because I came to the conclusion a while ago that nothing would change and I just had to accept that. It was the only way I was able to handle the situation. Remembering the good times brought so many negative emotions that it just wasn’t worth remembering anymore. I’m not here to blame you for anything in this letter because where has that brought us, just to more fighting, because honestly mom I’m so weary of all the fighting. So as people write you letters telling you why they want you back, I’m writing this letter to ask you to remind me of the person I have forced myself to forget. Maybe someday in the future once you’re able to find yourself again buried under all this anger and pain, we can have a chance to be the mother and daughter you have always wished for.

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