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evanlowthe
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I feel as tho im dead.

i yearn for change but im stuck in the life i’ve created.
i talk about making a change, but i truly feel like ill never get the chance to change.
Please god help me .
I contemplate the worst possible.
that seems the only change i have the power to produce.
this life has me trapped.
im falling in a bottomless pit
i want a new life, i need a new life, a new scene, a new heartbeat.
my life is full of great things, but none that make me truly happy.
except her !
she has opened my eyes to true happieness & peace.
yet i cant change to keep it.
i need life
i dont have it, i can see it from time to time but cant grab it
once again falling

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1 year ago (46 minutes after post)

I have been feeling the same way. My other half has been working only off and on. I have been paying all of the bills. While I am not a cheap person. I have been leaving myself with nothing. I find no reason to look forward to payday. There is never anything left for me. I keep waiting and waiting for my turn to come. When will someone just take care of me? I have been doing this my whole life. Taking care of others. I have never had anyone just bend over backwards for me like I have for them. I feel like I am failing, like nothing I do is ever going to matter or make any difference. I feel like I am drowning.

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cloudlessworld offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (2 hours, 1 minute after post)

i feel in a similar position with someone, i fell hard but he is not ready to love. although i just want to push it and be with him regardless, i have decided to let him heal himself first. then we will see about us. its the hardest thing but had to be done. you need to get yourself better and keep her in mind, only when youre in a better place will you be able to find true happiness.

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