You have to sit down with yourself and think wbout where you want to be this very same day next year…do you still wanna have the same struggles or do you want to have FREEDOM? abuse is a very hard issue with most to deal with because it gets complicated with feelings and shared history as well as good times that were there before the bad times came along. My darling; it is as simple as this…LOVE does not hurt and you were born a free human and he and his family have imprisoned you. how dare they? they hurt im sure on a daily basis, and whoever came up with “sticks and stones can hurt my bones but words dont mean a thing” was an ignorant person because words can go to the deepest part of you and tear it apart they way stones can never do. you deserve much better than abuse. you deserve freedom….clear your mind…pull all of your strength together and put all of the emotions aside..take all of your anger, fear and sadness and out them together and leave. JUST LEAVE.
put a safety plan together…research the shelters and women crisis institutions near and far away from you, take all of you legal documents or copies of them with you and leave. Freedom tastes so sweet and you deserve it. we only live one life…do you really wanna waste it being a prisoner??? Good Luck and God Bless..I will Pray for you.