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i hate myself

The one girl i loved ever has gotten away from me. and i can help but push the people i like away from me. i feel like no one would notice if i were gone, it may even make my school a better place…
i need help but i dont know where to turn, iv been having suicidal thoughts recently and have been cutting myself…

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bookworm16 offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 minute after post)

I would notice if you were gone! Have you talked to anybody about the cutting or suicidal thoughts?

Things will get better!

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2heap offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (11 minutes after post)

i dont know who to turn to and everyone who i like aer not the sort of people i can talk about that sort of thing with cos i dont want them to think im a weirdo or a loser…

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bookworm16 offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (12 minutes after post)

Ok, you say you’re at school. School counsellor maybe?

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2heap offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (25 minutes after post)

My problem is im not a good social person and the few friends i do have i cant stop turning them away from me…
the school councelor isnt a guy i like hes to intrusive and i dont want my parents finding out.

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ladyyoung1 offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (45 minutes after post)

what did you you do to hate yo self

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deathlover offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (22 hours, 25 minutes after post)

im suicidal and i cut myself too but im getting help for it i talk to everybody who is willing to listen 2 me

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