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I never posted anything like this before but I am really feeling overwelmed.

I been trying to do this college thing for a while now but I can never seem to take it seriously. I really just can’t seem to find anything I would pay to know how to do. I know I would make more money and I should really try and get into it, i’ll only be happier when I can actually have money. It just seems like I can’t try, i’ve changed majors where it only seems like I am avoiding making the next step. I am beinging to think school is not for me, but my mom really wants me in school and gave me a bunch of **** when I took my semester off. It made me feel like a disapointment to my family and now I can’t shake the feeling and I barly like talking to my family. Though on the other hand I want to show them I can be a suscess and I just don’t know how to become one. It all seems so pointless to me, every morning I hate waking up, I got nothing I ever want to do. I’m not suicidal anymore, but being awake just seems so trivial. I still have fun and nobody knows that I do get depressed about all this. I’ve been at my same job since i was 15, its at a small pizza shop with 3 total stores, i got a good chance of owning one of them but I think that just may be the easy way out. this post is so scattered and is just my thoughts because I really have no where else to go or anyone who I talk to… this just helped me get some things off my chest. thanks.

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (43 minutes after post)

why don’t you talk to your mum and tell her you think it would be best if you took a year off to get your head straight? tell her it’s affecting your grades.

get working full time someplace, and maybe go on a hiking holiday…like Europe.

I did that when I was young, and it made all the difference

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London, ON, CA | 1 year ago (19 hours, 28 minutes after post)

Keep working towards owning one of those pizza places ( I say this because I have absolutely no idea how that would work or what you have to do to get one of them ). While studying something in college. You could try taking an entrepreneur(those guys that own franchises and shops) courses so that you could be able to manage your own place. Not everyone is meant to wake up at 8am, go to a hospital and learn three hundred diseases, and then go back to sleep at 3am. Maybe your thing is business!
Maybe I don’t have enough information to give you a better advice…

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Help me with: Most of the time I get really negative thoughts ( about how my girlfriend might cheat on me or about how ridiculously hard it is for me to study).

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