This makes me crazy but I can see it.
I love him, and I know he does love me. This makes me sound even crazier. He broke up with me, know you get my point. I’ve got anger issues, which you shall know I am working on, but also he said he wants my life to be better again. Now he’s crazy. I was depressed, it hurt too badly. Then I sat up and realize it, I saw it. I can see my life and how I feel about it, I can notice the shift in someone elses feelings too. I call them my vibes, again insane. But I sat up, the vision in my eyes that we belong together. If we have to wait one year, or two or even ten, then so be it, but I feel it, that is shall be.
Obviously, if my vibes are wrong, but for the record they are never far off, then I can’t change that, and life will go on, and I will be sad again. But for now, I want to see him because at this moment, I know he feels it too.
Told all of you this sounds crazy, maybe even a pathetic ex. But it was too strong to die, you can kill immortals.
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