Old patch of Ghosts Inc.
(aka Domus Ulixes)
I don’t know why, but today i fell on the ground.
I will not look for an explanation, I don’t want to.
And that brings me to a day, which I regret at cause.
This day is the first day, I don’t listen to my curiosity.
It feels like, I lost something, forever.
I can guess, but i won’t.
The only comfort I can give myself. That I tried.
I guess none have the power to help someone else.
Last night I dreamed, I was stabbed in the troth, twice.
I was thrown back, the last cut more visious than the first.
I was killed in a nobleman’s figt, for a woman.
And I Knew everyone in that dream.
But the dream wasn’t over.
I took of my clothes, and put on my training gear.
I could feel the blood falling.
But i could feel the fire flowing.
I relaxed, Faced my opponent with trust in myself.
Trusted the sword I helt.
And she looked at me, and my opponent startled a bit.
Seeing fear in his eyes, he didn’t see.
That he could stab me, restrain me from talking to her.
But he couldn’t restrain me from seeing her.
And in a powerfull cut, i cut of his hand.
Clean, without a glitch, he didn’t see it.
Then the next swing, Slashing his head off.
His eyes in awe.
He just couldn’t see, that someone as inferieur as me.
Could defeat him.
But he didn’t know me, he never took the time.
There is something weird about me, and i’ll tell you now.
My dad, usually blames me, probably instinctively.
All i have to do is convince him i didn’t.
So in the years i have learned to use my brain double,
It isn’t weird my words usually mean 2 or more things.
And he never even wondered, what power i could wield.
Well dream image, I’ll tell you.
I faced up with all of my bullies alone! And I discust them,
And I defeated every single one of them.
Well, I’m sorry, dreams don’t lie. And if i have to see You as a bully,
It’s not I haven’t done anything stupid.
Hell no, I done lots of stupid things.
Many Of which i regret, but i can’t change Future nor Past.
Hawkings tells us, the bastard.
Anyway, Somehow I needed these mistakes.
To find out who you really are.
And I’m sorry, I misjudged you.
And I’m sorry, I never tried to change you.
But I thank you, for being there when i changed.
For taking the akward but needed role of friend and enemy.
You once said you’d rather be without friends.
That’s only foolish.
It took me 7 years, to stop the bullieing.
And after laying dorment for 3 years, the power i once had.
Returned under my control.
And you stole, that singel thing from me, I loved the most.
I don’t blame you, or her for that.
But I can’t forgive you either can I?
No I can’t
Neither will I ask, the one I love, to become hurt, no way.
But If you might ever,
I will hunt you down!
By Ghosts Inc.
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