friends help: im kinda done with living - Help.com

well im sure everybody doesnt hate you, far from it, why would you think that?
well people thinking your a lesbian, that gona get the boys going lol
why your best friend wanna smash your head in?
your other friend who likes you, take it you dont feel the same?
and bbe, were all paranoid and everyone gets depressed, 3 years is a long while, i get the feeling you dont open up to people do ya?

making a list is very gd, mother of peace is right

yeh well everyone at my school does hate me
i have no friends there =[
n my best friend wants to smash my head in cas of something i didnt do
and if i talk to someone about it and people find out ill just get bagged even more

ok well wot bout your family, every school has a counselor as mother of peace sez, they really help, trust, just go and speak to them when you are feeling down.

Hiya Ive been through something very simular and I know exactly how your feeling. Iam 27 now and Ive been bullied at work for 6 months. I was also bullied at school. I got to the point where living wasn’t an option I wanted to die. Luckily my Fiance realised what the problem was and made me go to the doctors.

Ive been on anti depressants for 6 months now and Iam only just started to get there.

My doctor has been a great help. Ive also been working on a thing called mood gym. It sounds really boring but Ive learnt so much. Try it out and hopefully it will help you too. Just type in mood gym to tour search engine.

Have you talked to your friends, family, parents or anybody at all. When I started after 5 years to talk about things my feelings came out and that was the first steps to my recovery.

If I can help you any further please let me know. I really do understand how low and lonely you are feeling right now.

Takecare Donna