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i feel suicidal.

my mood is all over the place, and i was about to do something rash earlier. should i ask my parents to take me to the hospital?

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Animal i have become offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (2 minutes after post)

yes that is a good idea
or call the life line posted above

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

yes you should if you really contemplating it you should tell them asap!

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

do you think it’s really necessary?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

Think about this Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I know that you feel pain, but it gets better. I’ve been on the bridge looking down in the water too. I’ve been there when ordinary household objects turn into dangerous invitations. Just get some help

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Smily offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

Yes thats so wonderful that you are even able to tell someone…. if you dont go to the hospital at least tell your parents

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123sou offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (5 minutes after post)

i’m afraid they’ll overreact. or worse, brush it off.

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

yes it is necessary you feel sucidal and by getting help not only will you be safe from harms way and you can recover so these suicidal thoughts can stop.

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

well if they brush it off use a suicide hotline

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jzw074 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

If they brush you off, call a helpline. 1800 suicide or a local suicide hotline. They will call you back and then your parents will take you seriously

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (10 minutes after post)

i really don’t want to end up in the hospital now that i think of it. i’m not quite ready to tell anyone, but i will be later. thanks for your help.

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (12 minutes after post)

wait dont leave at least stay till you know you will be ok i see your new this site can do wonders so many people will help you.

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123sou offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (15 minutes after post)

i think this was just a one time thing. i just found it quickly through google.
but i’m fine, and i will be fine, i think, so don’t worry.

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seas light offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (16 minutes after post)

If you have these thoughts now, they will only resurface again. You need to get help with this. Your parents are there to love and protect you. Why put yourself at risk again. Please tell them. I’m sure they will be supportive of you. http://www.pamf.org/teen/hotlines.html at least see if this link info can assist you.

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ariel_loves_music offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (17 minutes after post)

You should consider talking to
someone about it. But only someone
you trust.
If your not ready to talk to anyone
in person. You can always talk to me.
You can email me at different-perspective__hotmail.com
Im always here for you.
I would really like to know what you were about
to do, a little while ago.
I want to try and help you.
You can trust me.

Sala kakuhle sisi, Sobonana kwakhona.
It means go well young girl, till we meet again. :)

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (17 minutes after post)

suicidal thoughts are not a one time thing trust me i tried to commit suicide.

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123sou offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (21 minutes after post)

i can probably get over this on my own, with time. i’d rather not pull anyone else into the painful picture. but thank you.

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (23 minutes after post)

123sou trust me you cant do it on your own how do you expect to make the thoughts go away all by yourself the urges the pain how do you think you can do that. it builds and builds and builds and suddenly your holding the bottle of medicine with a note to your parents telling them how sorry you are for it but your couldnt take it anymore you will cause them more pain by not getting help while its still easy to fix then let it build till you break and they lose you forever.

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ariel_loves_music offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (26 minutes after post)

You may think you can get through it
with time. But honestly you can never
be too sure. Suicidal thoughts dont just
come and then leave forever. They come and go,
come and go. Soon they may just come, come, come.
You never know when it will stop, until maybe
one day it just keeps coming, and than you
finally decide to let everything go.
Know matter how much you believe you
can do this on your own, you wont be able to.
Sorry if thats a confidence downer, but its true.
Suicidal thoughts are to overwhelming to get
through on your own.
You need to talk to someone about whats going on.
You need to let it out.
Trust me on this.
Im here for you.
I dont care if I
get dragged into the painful
picture. I wouldnt be offering
my help, if I didnt want to.
Im reaching out my hand for you
to hold. I really want to help
you as much as i can.
Im here whenever you need someone
to lean on.
Plz talk to someone.

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nonexistent offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (33 minutes after post)

is it really a bad thing if i let everything go? because i don’t think so… is it wrong to consider suicide?

(i didn’t put in the right email earlier… so now i won’t show up as the poster)

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1 year ago (37 minutes after post)

you need 2 find a church and get someone 2 pray 4 you, god wants you to live the life he gave you and does not want you to feel those feelings, u are a child of god and he loves you just ask him to help u. depression and discouragement are two of Satan’s most powerful tools.

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veg_head offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (38 minutes after post)

If this is a regularly occuring thing you should talk to them about it. Opening a dialogue will at least bring it to their attention. Don’t do anyhting rash, please :)

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Leslie63 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Weston, MA, US | 1 year ago (39 minutes after post)

its not wrong people feel suicidal its just painful its not wrong its just you only get one life and happiness is such a wonderful thing to reach out for help to keep fighting makes a strong person. its not wrong to want to die to let everything go but it takes a strong person to look at their life and want to make the best out of it because its so much easier to throw everything away rather then to fight. but the fighting pays off the reaching out for help has its rewards and that reward is happiness which is so special so wonderful. trust me if you get help and get better you will appreciate everything so much more.

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ariel_loves_music offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (39 minutes after post)

Well to me to consider suicide isnt wrong.
Because I know there are alot of people who
think about it. I can probably guess that most
of the people at least once in there life time
have thought about commiting suicide.
But it’s that fact that you said
you almost did something earlier,
and thinking is it really a bad thing to
let everything go. Makes me believe you
aren’t someone who is going to think about it
just once. I just dont want you doing something
you dont have to do. You can fix the situations
that are going on around you.
You shouldnt let everything go.
You need to believe in yourself.
Hold on a litte longer.
See what life truely
offers you and what
you can truely
give to the
world.
There are so many wonderfuls sites to
see. There are so many things in life,
that you still need to experiance.
You need to figure out what life really is, and
what it’s really like.
I know suicide might seem like
its the right way out of all of
your problems, but its not.
Just hold strong.

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nonexistent offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (46 minutes after post)

for some reason, it feels like living with a suicidal twist, breathing it all in makes my life hold more substance. like there is so much more to do, when teetering on that fine line between life and death. and it’s horribly manipulative of me. but i feel so alive, when i’m so close to ending my life. it’s strange, but the utter pain of this entire ordeal makes me soar.
and in the end, or at any time i choose, i almost (disgustingly and disturbingly) pride myself in being readily able to kill myself.

so i don’t know that i want to tell anyone, because then, this is all stripped away from me. and that, as well, urges me to end my life.

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reason-ends-perpose offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 hour, 2 minutes after post)

i was in your place. long story short.. i am now on anti depressants… i am a zombie but living is easy.

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seas light offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 hour, 10 minutes after post)

If nothing else, always come back here for advice when you are feeling low, as we will always be here for you. Please also go to the links provided here, as they may also help . Please fill you head with pleasant thoughts, as the others will only bring you down. You have so much to offer this world :)

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ariel_loves_music offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (17 hours, 15 minutes after post)

What is making you feel so depressed, and suicidal?

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