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I hope I have a good sence of humour, I know I cannot spel.

This is a usual day for me so il will tell you about it, im unimployed, looking for a job, so i spend most of the day worrying about my finances, and i sit and work out how long iv got before im broke. Then my mind wonders, to things like, the distance of the universe. Things like from Earth to the sun is on a scale of 4″ then Earth to the nearest star on the same scale is 1.5 miles away, this fastenates me, depth too, parts of the Pacific, i think the Mariana trench 8 miles deep. Then i start thinking about, has my spirit lived in a past life, what will be the next life, and then my biggest fear, what is it like to die!! how will i cope. Before you ask, no imnot on drugs, not that type of drug anyway, I am on Imipramine wow 200mg per day, which nis just about the max, and still i worry. I know i should stop worrying about myself, there are alot more people worse off than me. So who am i!!!! is that a strange thing to ask, maybe, but i dont really know myself. Do you know yourself. Id like to hear from you if you do . How would you describe who you are? Does it matter?
perhaps not, but id like to know

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Bogdan (Gone) offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (18 minutes after post)

I am me, but in the end it doesnt matter. I am just some guy, another number in the system, living a life wishing I was special, different, an anomalie if you will. I search for answers and I get them, in fact they often seek me out.

I dont have all the answers, but I have enough for me, most of the time.

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Ankit offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (22 minutes after post)

you just need a friend to share ur feelings with..someone who knows u closely and have seen the ups and downs in ur life.

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Victoria Sponge offline Verified User (2 years, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Fritwell, K2, GB | 1 year ago (39 minutes after post)

I know who I am strong confident fiesty know what I want but friendly giving and forgiving, but as Ankit said all these things don’t really matter without a friend to share these things with as for the universe it just makes me feel inferior

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

Hello, in the middle of the night i accidently found this site and your message.
It just touched me deep somewhere inside. I am wondering why i am sitting here not sleeping like the rest of the people at 4 am wondering about many things in my life.
So many things that limit us, i can understand you somehow. i sometimes want to breath, just live the life i have. take a deep and happy breath every morning.
I thought i knew myself. i dont actually.all i know is i have hope now and do not want to lose it again.
I belive from what you have written you have something in your soul or heart whatever you say many people dont have and you should never lose. stick to it you will need becouse sometimes there is none to hold on but yourself. take care…

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