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Lately I’ve let myself go.
The past month has been extremely entertaining to me. I started taking 30mgXR Adderall pills. I’m smoking more cigarettes than ever, I’ve stopped smoking weed for the most part. I picked up drinking every other weekend or so as well. I’ve been messing around with cocaine, (don’t really enjoy it, I like the adderall way better).. I’ve been popping bars, eating shrooms. I’m basically doing every drug under the sun excluding crack heroin and meth. I am concerned not about the fact that I’m taking adderall, but the fact that I am okay with taking adderall. Since I have I’ve gotten my GED, got a promotion at work, applied to college AND got accepted, got three scholarships, started a video blog, created a few games for my phone, my house is always clean, I’m always happy. I know the negative effects of adderall on my body, but I just don’t care. So Help, I am here telling you this because deep down, I need guidance. I never had parents. Someone.. give me direction.. are my actions terrible? Am I going downhill? Getting into college proves otherwise. I just know there has to be something bad about taking these pills. Until someone gives me a valid answer that I can believe in… I’m really certain I won’t stop. Help me out, be a parent. :]
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