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Honestly…

I want to die. I can’t do this anymore. These feelings are way to outragous. Nothing is worth feeling this way and no one understand. Simply stated my life is dead.

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firrio offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (2 minutes after post)

****….how old are you?

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

what happened?

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Anonymous #
1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

19y/f. Sorry for the whinny dramtics I’m just sooo fed up..

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firrio offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (7 minutes after post)

fed up with what?

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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (12 minutes after post)

just a note, why didn’t the helpbot find this post? I’ve seen it hit on the goofiest things but how could have missed a post like this?

Please come talk to us anon. We’re not here to judge. Even if we were, how could we? you’re anonymous.

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Anonymous #
1 year ago (13 minutes after post)

With everything. I can’t do anything right. I try to but nothing ever come of it besides more screw up. My entire family is a stranger to me. My boyfreind uses me and doesn’t care about me I know. I stay with him because I can’t leave I’m that pathetic. I have no feelings anymore its all down hill…seriously what do I do?

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firrio offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (13 minutes after post)

the help bot looks for words like suicide, depression…not stuff like die or dead

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Anonymous #
1 year ago (20 minutes after post)

It’s like I can’t feel anything anymore but upset! It sucks….alot but I can’t control it. I tried to tell poeple I trust about it but they blew it off like its nothing. They don’t understand how seriously this hurts. I don’t want them to know.

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firrio offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (25 minutes after post)

well…I got that feeling when I went to college. working full time school full time, sleeping around no gf and drinking my nights away. I started failing outta college and before I knew it I just got too depressed at my job and quit, then needed to pay for everything but couldn’t get a new job, so I spent all my reserves and ended up getting high and drunk almost every night…seemed like I couldn’t do anything right

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Anonymous #
1 year ago (30 minutes after post)

IDK, I feel that way all the time. I’ve never gotten into drugs or alcohol much. Don’t seem the point. I feel like I’m in a walking drunkin daze half the time anyway so why bother drinkin? I seriously need some help! IDK why but I can’t stop thinking about death and dying…it’s morbid I know but it’s all i’ve thought about for the past like week!

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firrio offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (33 minutes after post)

well…weed and beer takes away that depression….it’s like the ultimate suppressant… not that I need to do it much anymore, but it’s funny because I now drink for fun and to socialize…different circumstances make the same actions have different meanings

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