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Dear ‘Dave’,

I ******* hate you. I hte you more than anyone else in the whole world and I will never forgive you for what you have done to me, Tabby and countless other people. I can’t believe that you hate ME for what you did. Did I force you to molest me? Do you actually believe that or are you just trying to deny it? I don’t know you see. You ****** up my life so much that you are one of the main reasons I am where I am today. I stopped eating and sleeping because of you and I have countless scars on my body that I bled because of what you did. It’s going to haunt me forever and you just want to forget. I’m writing this now because of what Tabby told me tonight and because it happened again. Yes, on Saturday night I got myself into another situation where a guy sexually abused me. This however wasn’t half as bad as what you did. He was just another creep…But you…I trusted you. You were there when I tried to take my life for ***** sake! Why would you scar me for life?

Tabby told me today all about how you lied. You said you had told her what happened! And I stupidly believed you! You stole her phone and texted me off it! You said you were her! You made me feel so bad! And then you ****** off to Christchurch and ****** two girls there!!!! And one of them was 13! I am so glad you didn’t get that far with me. For a long time I didn’t believe that you would ever do that…But you would. She never even knew what a cheating, piece of scum you were! Well not until now…I’m glad she finally knows…But I wish you had told her and I wish she would tell you that she knows. I was in shock when I found out and it brought me to tears…I just never thought anyone could do something like that. Although the worst thing I found out tonight was that you hated me for it…You blamed me. Somehow you got it into your head that it’s my fault.

I think despite all that I might have been able to think of you as a human being with feelings but with everything else i just know you arn’t one. You go through a new girl every week, you hurt your friends and use people. You treated Tabby like crap for the entire time you were together and then you kept hurting her after you broke up. You get people and walk all over them. Now you have few people left, Anna is your only real friend and hopefully she will realise that you are nothing more than **** soon. Sure, you might be able to keep getting stupid girls to fall for you but what do you want a fling for anyway? It isn’t going to make you feel loved…You are a pathetic moron. A

You know you are the opne person on this earth who I would actually kill. If I could I would put you away for life, I would murder you if I could. I don’t want you to hurt another person on this earth.
So goodbye ‘dave’ I hate you more than anyone.

From Polly

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