friends help: I don’t know how to express this.

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I don’t know how to express this.

I failed a quiz today although I understood the material. The professor isn’t going to be lenient with me, and it’s fine because it’s my fault. I have all As but I have three more exams until the end of the semester, and I am burned out and I don’t want to be here at school anymore. I don’t have any family and all of my relationships end badly (i.e. they break up with me and marry their exes or break up with me and treat me like ****), all of my friends leave due to life changes (i.e., new jobs, etc.), both of my dogs were killed by my ******* brother– I essentially have nobody and nothing but my brain, and I can’t find anything that makes me happy. I want to kill myself but I am afraid to tell my counselor here at school because if I do I’ll get kicked out of school because I’ve done this once before and had to leave for a semester and my school has a time limit for this **** or something… I think I’m going to kill myself. I’m very unhappy and don’t have anyone or anything to look forward to anyhow. Help me… I doubt anyone can and I’m certain someone will post some ******** about getting a hobby or fingerpainting… :(

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (3 minutes after post)

oh my, i know exactly what you are talking about with the school threatening to kick you out.. i went through this same thing during my undergrad, wanna talk?