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In the time it takes you to read this, a few others in the world have already taken their lives. You’re still alive, so you still have time to choose differently. Because suicide is very much a choice you have to make. It is not a choice that can be made for you. I am not here to talk you out of it. I am here to help you make a decision that you can live or die with in peace. It’s going to take about 5 minutes of your life, a life that you can’t see much point in continuing. But since you found your way here, another 5 minutes probably isn’t going to hurt anything.

In my few years online, I have met dozens if not tons of people who find themselves thinking the exact same thoughts you’re thinking — I can’t go on any longer. I just feel too overwhelmed by it all. Nobody loves me, and those who do are just saying it; they’re probably lying. I’ve gone on feeling so bad for so long, I just don’t feel like I can take it any more. I give up.

If you recognize yourself here some of those words, that’s good. That means that despite all of the bad feelings you’re feeling, you can identify some of those feelings that have been felt by others. Trust me, that won’t make anything I have to say easier. But it does give us a small reason to hope.

You are still alive. You are still reading. You are still you. One more light in a world of darkness. There is hope. xx

why are you feeling so depressed? what causing it?

me too man mee too!! i hear ya!!

why though??? why endure to the end??? ya know why I do?? cause I beleive that we live to learn lessons….and if we kill ourselves…then we will be born right back to wear we are…woudn’t that suck? So you gotta persevere…so you can learn what you need to learn and get that one bit closer to the hooly ghost or the goddess or the dali lama or ****…whatever man…..to peace!!

no matter what you try,but you can not die before your time is over.so instead of trying sucide try your luck ,it looks like the luck is on your side nowadays.

αиgєl♥ wrote:
why are you feeling so depressed? what causing it?

um
all my friends hate me over something i didnt do
my best friend died
2 of my closest friends moved far away
my best friend wants to smash my head in
my boyfriend is breaking up with me slowly
my whole school hates me
my parents are divorcing
my new best friend is in love with me
nothings okay !!1

omg…you are so young and beautiful!! don’t despair…move away…far away and find who you really are!! Suicide is wasted on the young!! Wait til you my age!! When you are fat an ugly and cynical!! Go do smoe shrooms and find another boy to worship you!!

i no how i really am
im the most hated girl in school
im the girl nobody wants

Anonymous wrote:
i no how i really am im the most hated girl in schoolim the girl nobody wants

ooh, that must mean you have a lot to offer. most people hate what they cannot obtain. they are jealous, and will have to live with it.
if you just go somewhere and die, they will win, you still have plenty of time to show them how much better than them you are.
p.s. its school, LIFE gets ssoooo much better.(trust me)

why isnt it better yet ive felt really depressed since grade 5 nothing was bad back then but i still didnt want to live i though when i got to high school it would be different better but it only got worse

grade school was fabulous. i was 11 with my first attempt. then i thought of all the people at the funeral, some sad, some just there to make sure i was dead, not just faking it. that actually made me wanna live. ha!! suckers.

thats really interesting

take it and run with it, then. live just to spite all their sorry a$$es for making you feel this way. good nite– you will prosper. ;)

hi this is jana.i have a son 26years old,he tryed to kill himself,over and over.one day he asked me,why god wouln’t let him die.i told him the only truth i could.god put you on this earth for a reason,you just haven’t figured out the reason,you’ll know in time.not your’ time his time.i don’t beleive any way,and this is me,that everything can stay as bad as it seems today.it may be something small,but you’ll find it i beleive.if you kill yourself,you may never no what that is.i thought at 1 time that,’i'll show them,i’ll kill myself,then they will know’.my husbands mom,laughed when i told here about it many years later.i thought she was making fun of me,but she told me this,’honey,if you killed yourself,to show,them,you wouln’t be around to show them anything,or prove anything,you’d be dead.’i finally understood.i’m happy i’m alive.a found a great husband,know what real love means,and it took,tell i was 34years old,i’m poor,but love was a goo d reason,to be alive,even through the bad times.know poeple care.that’s what this site is about,helping one another.

Someone is on your side. I maybe you should try to talk to someone, make sure the person can admit the fact that one day you may kill yourself.

If you’re still alive then I’d say stay, until you’re 21 then reconsider.

x

hi jana here,how are you today?hope ok,still praying,lighting my candle now.

um im still pretty worse my ex bestfriends tried to bash me today and now my boyfriend is really mad at me

im sorry =[ if you need to talk send me a shout okay? im here for you! xoxo

Hi,i personally was just searching through th net for some of my personal problems but reading your real life situation can only make me give u real advice-somethin that i deeply believe in which is youre in this world to do good things for the Almighty that has sent you,du think he’d be happy if u did what your planning on doing. Similarly,everything that happens is a test for if u pass these minor tests then u most definitely will experience th rewards of that in this life N the next.Everytime you feel down just remember that they hav the same Lord to answer to and what goes around definitely comes around.

no matter what i do it seems like those same thoughts cross my mind daily, what an easy way to deal with the stress, just fantasize about sick ways of just forgetting about it, and letting action based “fate” take over. just pray when that happens for God to remove those thoughts, or if you dont believe, call someone and talk about it with them, or even come on here. talk about it with someone, though. otherwise we do let our thoughts consume us. good luck hun! :) xoxoxo

I agree with th above post,if u wanna talk u can always come on here. Im definitely available if u wanna share. Altho im not some counsellor or anythin lol i know that wen sharin problems with like minded individuals u get better solutions than u can ever get from anywher else. If u want my email add or anythin jus shout. This goes out to anyone who maybe needs to share their problems. Take care,x

um hi,
i don’t usually give anyone advice, seeing as how i’m not great at it. but with this i think i can actually help. the hurt your feeling all of this pain, is just for the moment. for every minute you hate your life, for every second you think about death for every tear you cry there will be ten moments of happiness. of sheer bliss. where you are now is so dark so misconscued so hard to understand that you cant see a brighter side in anything. it’s to much for you. everyone is turning there back on you, it seems as though everyone hates you. look i’ve been in your situation before. i dont ever tell anyone this but you need to know i’ve been to the bottom of life and i made it. i got expelled from school in eighth grade for doing something on school property with my boyfriend that i shouldn’t have, and when word got out my friends all turned there backs on me. everyone called me sl*t whor* skank bj girl and i just couldnt stand to be in a place where i was so ostrigated. and all the while my bf is getting high fives from all of his friends and is having just the best day. then we got called to the office, they played us a little tape and i was expelled as well as him. when my parents found out they dissowned me as well. i had been through one hell of a year too, my best friend as well as yours died. he took his own life and it came as such a shock to me because he was always so happy and supportive, he was popular and everyone loved him. after he was gone i didnt even know what to do. i couldnt eat or sleep every night i’d cry and wish that i could just see him one last time. to tell him that i loved him and that he is so missed and that nothing is right with out him in my life. and as time went on i learned to deal with my loss, not by focusing on his death but by remebering the good times;the laughs and smiles we shared. but that year was so difficult for me, my friends hated me. my parents hated me. i was the school ****. i was expelled and my boyfriend and i were forbidden to see each other. and i know that this is gonna be contraversial, depending on your beleif but the way i dealt with all of this, was i found a friend. A friend that will never leave your side. never hold a grude, will always listen and will always forgive, i found God. i was sitting against my closet door, knife in hand ready to slit my throat and i felt like someone was with me almost like they were hugging me and telling me everything would be alright. so i found a way to get to church the next sunday and there i found the help and love i needed. they didnt care what i had done they embraced me with open arms and let me into the family of God. before, i didnt see the point in anything. i felt so alone so battered so unloved and now i feel so safe and secure from all harm. but even if you dont beleive, know that there is always gonna be storms in your life, and at times they will be far worse than others, no one will understand but you will always have a friend in God and a friend in me. and it may not seem like much but we love you regardless. and things will get better, it won’t happen immediately, maybe not for months or years but it will happen, you will be happy again. and out of the storm. i hope this helped. i trully believe that you will over come this but know you are in my prayers, and you can email me any time you need. i’m here, i’m a friend and i’m ready to help.
God bless you,
kendall

your story made me cry :(
i hope yur okayy,
as for me everything turned out okay
i couldnt help but think about Jarryed for a while after he died i didnt even go to his funeral i couldnt say goodbye until i felt his presence and knew he was watching over me.
i got all my frieneds backk, which was proeberbly the best day of my life
i broke up with my boyfriend, but i saw it coming, he didnt love me and i couldnt love him, hes moved on and going out with some other chick im going out with a boy called wandi, well i fell in love with my bestfirned the one i said was in love with me, but in the end he hated me so much, i couldnt eat sleep, do anything without him, thats when i got an alcohol problem trying to take away the pain but that made it worse, i went to bording school trying to get away from girls who were trying to kill me, but bording school helped me i met a boy named adam who i got over after 3 months and i met an amazing girl named Sarah she was my roomate, i learnt from everything wrong i did and fixed it all becuase she had my back,i really loved having her as my roomate i miss the good times we had. after i left there i tried my hardest to quit smoking and drinking but it just got worse after the depression came back, i’d stay up all night crying about leaving all my new friends, but now thanks to beau, jess, wandi and kayla i finnaly over cam everything and now everythings okayy

well thank God for that, i hope you continue to enjoy life and i wish the best for you in your life,
love
kendall