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im in the dark

latly i have been felling really strange, i fell empty inside but yet there is hope. i dont know how to describe it, every one at work has there magior and is almost outta college and has all these goals and knows what they want to do with there life, then theres me, i have a major but im not sure anymore, i love messen with cars and i hope one day i can race them, i thought that would make me happy but know i fell as if none of that can make me happy for a long period of time. and when im at work and there will be nothing to do and i just start thinking about stuff, weird stuff, i have thought like this in my senior year but not like this. i dont think any thing bad, just about life and exestence and sperituallity. (horrible spelling) i like thinking deep, but these thoughts are makeing me feeel like my life is pointless, like i should have died in the hospital and gave my life for someone else who would have live a good life and helped people. im starting to see that every thing is transparent and nothing lasts forever, every thing is doomed to decay overtime, money, cars, houses, jobs, even freinds, love and happyness end sooner or later. i dont think that thinking like this is bad or any thing but i need a good way of channeling these thoughts they come so fast, i dont know. i like these thoughts in that i learn more about myself and who i wanna be, but at the same time i fell like an outsider all the time, my girlfreind dosent even understand me anymore.

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Katiebug637 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (5 minutes after post)

What you are describing is perfectly normal. Everyone has these thoughts at one time or another in life…i know most of the time I am in the dark as well..and I have ALWAYS been an outsider..

We can talk if you want..just let me know.

And nothing last forever..that is why we have to cherish every moment that we have.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

Most of them have that feeling that they were in dark. Its due to their frustration. If you concentrate in any work or job, it will automatically disappear from your heart buddy. Its our life, we have to keep going. Forget about the girl friends.
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Raul offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (20 minutes after post)

I’m giving this to everyone today, it is great!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2A2Jt4…

I study some philosophy, it’s filled with these kinds of things, if you want to talk about anything like that I’m totally game. Hope I can help, just let me know. :)

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ChristopherB1u offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (26 minutes after post)

well thats true that if i work hard or do something to take my mind off it…but sooner or later it comes back, so i cant run from it, and right know i mean i just started working again, just got relesed from the docter and can lift again, going to school, every thing seems like i should be happy, but im not, i try to think about what can or will make me happy and nothing but a couple things come to mind, like my freind wants to be a cop, he said he cant wait and he looks really happy to be going in that direction, every one is happy about what they are doing in school, no job will ever make me at peace, no amount of money, love, freinds will ever make me completly happy, i love philososphy would never study it n skoo so kudos to u bro, i love religions too, trufully i have been thinking this way for about 4 plus years.

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ChristopherB1u offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (31 minutes after post)

lol that video is oddly cailming for som reasion

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Katiebug637 offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (35 minutes after post)

I love that video..

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veg_head offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (43 minutes after post)

The fact that nothing lasts forever means it is precious, even if it is pointless. Your feelings will change if you give it some time, we all feel that way sometimes.

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ChristopherB1u offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 day, 2 hours after post)

i understand that somepeople will fell that way every know and then but this i every day. i wana learn how to meditate cuz i think that could help. i fell like im wasting my second chance at life and nothen makes me happy for a long period of time, im starting to see every thing as destractions, transitional things, objects that some people use to measer other people i see as transparent. im starteng to see the world in a differnt way and each time i do i want to learn more about it, i want to learn so much but who can tech me? i feel differnt, befor me and all my freinds used to love material things cars, cloths, food, movies, money, work…now i feel as if i changed and there still the same, and some of them are much older then me so i dont think it is a age thing. writing makes me feel better and getting thoughtfull feed back to think about always helps so thank u guys. its just strange cuz all the dreams i had befor are all gone, i still want to do some like rally race around eruope, but i know what will happen after i get done with those dreams, all my dreams from my past have been replaced by one. i had this one scince i was little but in differnt ways. this may all read really confusing and if so sorry, just my mind venting lol. hope someone writes back

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