Hey, this may be my last post.
I just wanted to say how much I love you all. My mom doesn’t think this place is safe… So she doesn’t want me on it anymore. I love you all. You are such beautiful people. And sheldon… I’ve been thinking so much about you… please stay safe, everyone. I’d say more but I want to be quick.
With all my love and all my heart,
Hannah
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WAIT! Did you tell her what this site is for?
I almost drowned myself when I found out.
Winter Rose wrote:
I almost drowned myself when I found out.
can you talk to your mom about this
I was so sad. I got out of the car and cried so hard.
I hope you can convince your mother that help.com is good for you. Has she taken time to really check it out?
…Hannah…do please try to convince your mother to let you stay. But if you can’t…then please come back as soon as possible. We’ll be waiting for you.
I have the pocket knife now. I’m cutting because of all this
Why doesn’t she think that this place is safe? Everybody just wants to help.
Winter Rose wrote:
I have the pocket knife now. I’m cutting because of all this
Put the knife away. Otherwise the reason you came for and we started getting passed is all lost.
Sheldon… There’s so much I have to tell you..
Cutting isn’t going to do anything for you. You really do need to stop before you cut a vein.
Winter Rose wrote:
Sheldon… There’s so much I have to tell you..
im here for you
you can tell me
I’ve been so sad. I miss you guys making me laugh and smile… Oh yeah, my mom thinks I’m going to be hospitalized for my eating habbits.
NO!!!! im so sorry you have to go…. youre one of the best people on this site.
i am SO sorry to hear youre leaving…… please come back and visit if you can =(
Haha
man, I remember when you were just an unverified user :(
I really want you to stay here…
Winter Rose wrote:
I’ve been so sad. I miss you guys making me laugh and smile… Oh yeah, my mom thinks I’m going to be hospitalized for my eating habbits.
that sucks
I just can’t express in this medium how much we’ll miss you Hannah.
We really didn’t get to talk much did we, sorry for not helping alot.
Stop! You’re making me cry.
Sheldon… I went to the cemetery for English an I could only think of you. So many young graves… All I could think about was your safety and how you were doing.
Hannah, back on the 5th of November I watched the movie “V for Vendetta” with a friend. We got to the part were Evee is watching “The Count of Monte Cristo” with V and my friend says I can’t believe she’s just chillin’ with a guy in a mask. At that point, I just turned to her and stared…know why? ‘Cuz I was wearing my V mask of course!
I doubt you think about me… but its funny how much you are on my thoughts.
Winter Rose wrote:
I doubt you think about me… but its funny how much you are on my thoughts.
i think about you alot more then you think
wanna sign my cast?
I’d love to sheldon. Lol… Right now I’m on this site on my iPod.
Basically, whatever happens, I wish you the best.
Winter Rose wrote:
I’d love to sheldon. Lol… Right now I’m on this site on my iPod.
so you will s till be able to come every once and a while?
My mom doesn’t know I’m on. She says if my counciler says its okay and safe… I can stay.
You really have no idea how sad I am. I almost want to be in a hospital. I guess if I lose any more weight I will be.
Raul wrote:
Will the counselor say that you think?
I hope more than anything.
Aww come on, your too cool to be stuck in some hospital.
Nante wrote:
Aww come on, your too cool to be stuck in some hospital.
hmmm… I’d rather be there than stuck here with my mom.
Hannah, :( sad to see you leave but remember nothing is forever and things seem to be at their worst the good is just around the corner.And know your mom cares about you or she would just let you do whatever you wanted.Trust me, kids without discipline suffer with all types of problems. When you miss us know in your heart we miss you too b/c you have left your heart prints. Go with God
I can’t anyone like I talk to you. I just feel sick.
Gone forever wrote:
come on hannah dont be sad GET GLAD =D
http://www.viewpoints.com/images/revi…
feeling better now?
I like that term…”Heart Prints.”
{Felicity}, if I was to start a grass roots charity with that name would you mind?
I think I had another ” vision” yesterday. I was at the store and then I quickly saw it change. It was empty and sand piled everywhere and wind was blowing through it. It looked abandoned. It was all torn and stuff. Then I saw the parking lot the same way too.
Raul wrote:
I like that term…”Heart Prints.”{Felicity}, if I was to start a grass roots charity with that name would you mind?
I got it from lilies post, its a poem. I wanted to put it in a reply here for Hannah but lilies took me off her friends list and I cant find it in ’search’
Sheldon… Can you just promise, no, SWEAR that you’ll stay safe, please?
Thanks. I like poetry. I’ve begun drawing again. During class. LOL
is everyone gone? If they are I’m going…
Not really, I see many things. It is kinda part of being Native American, part of my position is to interpret visions and such. I’m not very good at it from a traditional standpoint.
That is not complete, I sent it to show that I am here…
I interpret the visions from my own feelings and knowledge rather than the traditional way. It’s not correct, but with dream interpretation, most things are not correct.
I don’t want to keep you if you need to leave, by non means let yourself get in trouble.
I hope you all know that I’ll be thinking about all of you till Saturday which is my councler appointment.
Next Saturday huh? Hannah, do you think it could help if we made a bunch of super constructive posts for you to show you counselor?
I don’t care… Plus, sheldon has to promise,
Raul wrote:
Next Saturday huh? Hannah, do you think it could help if we made a bunch of super constructive posts for you to show you counselor?
I don’t know… She probably already knows the site. I’ll plead with her to tell my mom to let me stay.
Winter Rose wrote:
I don’t care… Plus, sheldon has to promise,
sorry its just that jayde ran away from home
i promise not to do anything untill atleast next saturday
I’ll miss you Hannah. If you can ever get on safely please tell us how you’re doing. I’ll still be on for a while if there is anything you want to talk about.
I hope your mom will change her mind about this.
There are always unsafe place in the world.
Take care.
how is this place unsafe??…. i dnt find any reason at all…even after over-thinking it… i hope ur counselor wudn’t b able to find it either… Best of luck… wish to see u back soon :)… till then cheer up…:)
Winter Rose invited 63 users to read this post 1 year ago.
Please ignore my avatar. I am trying to cheer someone up with it.
Hi Hannah, I know I already said Hi last night, but I say it again. Hope you are feeling a little better. :)
We’ll remember you Hannah, you’re the only girl I’ve ever “e-waltzed” with.
But seriously, even if you have to go, we’ll remember you.
:(
I wasnt here to say goodbye. Hannah has to come back.
I’ll talk to your mum and make her see sense if I need to.
One word: rebel.
All teenagers do it. It’s healthy, and it promotes a freer mind. Parents are not always correct, contradictory to traditional views. There is nothing harmful in this site, and as you’ve said, it’s helped you.
You need to tell your mother (politely but firmly) that it’s a positive influence, and tell her what you do exactly on this site and how it works.
nooo hannah!!! you help me so much and how will i know if everything turns out ok with you =(
thats ohk hannah, mums tend to have a good idea of what places r safe for u and if she is concerned there could very well be a good reason, this is a great site, but we cant deny that some there can be some rats around at times, there are in every site, u just never know
take care and i do hope that we may hear from u time to time (maybe under mums supervision if you and she feel comfortable with that, may not be as private but at least then u could still visit to say hi)
hugs
I’m sorry to hear that, Hannah. I really am. You have made tremendous relationships here that have helped you. You have also made an effort to help others like you have been helped. Ask your mom to read this one post, just this one post. SHe may change her mind. But even if she doesn’t know that you are loved and welcome here anytime. Anytime at all.
Now go eat pizza. For me… =8^}
i dont know you much, i only joined a few days ago but from what ive seen your a really cool person and we’ll all miss you:[
i hope you stop your cutting and your weight problem, as well as i hope i stop mine
hope to see you soon
Hi Hannah,
Just try to remember that your mom is doing it out of love for you because she believes it will help you. She does care about you.
And so do we.
I’ll pray for you.
I’ll miss you & your poetry if you can’t come on here anymore. I hope your counseler & you can convince your mom that this is a good, safe & helpfull place. I’d feel really cornered if I was you, your mom has good intentions but taking away your connection to help.com or threatning with hospital?
About the hospital, if you are going to get admitted for the anorexia/eating issues they have good intentions there too, it might be a break from the reality you’re stuck in right now. I’d be grateful for anything good to happen to you, so you can live life, even if it means facing your worst fears. I’m scared too, I can only pray things wil get better for you & all the people in pain here on help.
Take care Hannah, you can beat this, you’re in my thoughts.
Sorry I got here late Hannah, all this is only temporary:) Consider it taking a small break and you did mention that your counselor has too investigate this site:)
That’s real good news..If you ask your counselor to support you and you limit your time on here, I think it will be fantastic!
We like having you here because you’re a great caring person:) You mom is just frighten and reacting under pressure of fear. When she truly feels you are safe and won’t get hurt, she’ll relax a bit.
Hi Hannah. I don’t know you, but I’ve read the comments and some poems..
I really hope your mom and counselor let you stay on this site. It’s really helpful.
Please, don’t let yourself waste away! Please..
Be safe.. -Marissa
You will be missed.
Hey dearie, take care of yourself.. I hope things work out alright for you, ok? And in any case, make sure to find a way to sneak back in and let us know sometime ;)
DaNi♠HaTes♠You wrote:
mera???
i dont think she is?
she had multiple pictures of herself
ohhhhhhhhhhh i get it flys into the night
your SN
just coincidence
I’m sorry i didn’t get to this sooner, i have problems getting online often. I hope you are still here!
I’m so sorry…haven’t been on here for a while.
Whatever you do, I want you to know that I love you.
hello out there i don’t really know anyhing about this site but started reading and well thought i’d just say how i feel considering no-one will probably talk to me anyway, some days are just such a struggle no i don’t have some bad illness or dying i am just stuffed up i know i have bipolar i tried antidepressants for about 8 years and they all just made me either fat or moody i am a mum and i go through these times where i just hate myself so much i could just rip my face off i hate my kids they are annoying but get i adore them my life is **** i wake up i clean i cook i yell i just hate everything in my life i have no other family so i guess i should be happy i got kids it sceems i’m heading down that road agin when i just hate waking up so much i wish i would never wake up again i have friends but they only wunna see the happy stuff which is all fake for when they are around on the inside i’m just dead somewhere i lost my soul and if anyone out there knows what that feels like you’ll understand it’s not just words you feel empty and sad, noone out there can help me i’m just pathelic i shouldt even be on this earth if it wernt for the kids i would have shot myself right between the eyes i’m thinking of getting the sleeping tablets and giving them around and we all just go to sleep and never wake up now thats wonderfull never wake up never bloody wake up
We’re going to miss you Hanners, we wish you warmth and happiness!
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