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I am in nyc and have been trying to let go of past unfair treatment professionally and personally.

my parents were the best my mom is still alive and i want to give her some joy and let her be proud instead of sorry and disappointed in me. i am trying to quit crack cocaine, pot, neurontin and alchohol now but after hours of online research can’t even get a clear response it jumps to how to detect abuse which i don’t need to cigarette addiction which i don’t have. money through numerous supposed friends and lovers stealing extremely large quantities from me even while i would sleep taking credit / cash cards hiding mail etc. also drugs for them and thank to there influence on me and my weakness to blend me too i am in the minus. my main goal is to not hurt my mother which indirectly and directly through my physical and financial devastation i am anyway so i keep it to myself. now i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ready to stop the vicious cycle . HELP I AM AN ARTIST WITH AN AMAZING NEW COLLECTION OF PAINTINGS JUST NEEDING TO BE SEEN.

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1 year ago (2 minutes after post)

What question are you looking to answer? How to stop the addiction? Where to get the help?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (5 hours, 15 minutes after post)

Hello friend! I read your post. I hope you will come back to read this as it is now almost 6 hours since your last communication.

It is wonderful that you are in the mindset to change the direction of your life. So much of who we are and what we do in influenced by our environment. The first thing that would support you in you intention to move ahead is to change your environment. There is a saying that goes,”If you can’t change the people you are around, change the people you are around.” Clearly you have recognized that your associates are not in a space to support your growth. Something tells me that if you make yourself available, there are mentors that would nurture your intention and provide the nurturing you need. To begin with, find a rehabilitation program, particularly one that uses alternative / natural therapies to assist you with overcoming your addiction. There is more to share, I would be happy to be a partner with you on your journey if you are interested.

Sending you much love and light!
MadCar315

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