Dont kno if this is nonsense or what?!?!…
but everytime i go back to the office, i always till a document is assigned near her desk [the girl that makes my heart beats fast when i see her, who i liked and have a crush already on the first second i saw her].
why her near her desk? so that i have a reason to go near her..so when i pass the assignment to my staff, i would have a reason to go near her, sometimes wanna ask her to help me to things, so that i can get to talk to her, but ye, its too stupid. i gotta stay professional in somehow. but she is only a clerk, so i cant even invite her to any meetings..
i want to ask her for lunch or something, but isnt it so obvious?
DANG!, i saw her this morning as i pass by her teams’ desks, i saw her having a new hair cut, light brown, with a straight cut bangs on front. and she was standing, her eyes pointed at me, for two seconds i look away, cant take it, cant breathe…
am i?? am i what??? should i try? how can i know she likes me? coz she would always stare at me when i pass by… or is she only waiting for me to ask her to do something?? what ?? what???