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The cows.
I thought I could be better than this. I promised him I wouldn’t get like this, so down and so pathetic. I just miss Isaac. It’s worse everytime he comes to see me again. I want to see him properly and have him hold onto me, I just don’t understand why he can’t stay with me when it’s all we want.
When he leaves me I feel so awful, it’s flipping freezing in England today and I went walking over the hills in the dark today and went to the place where we left his ashes. My hands we cold and shaking, all these random cows came over to me then saw how much I was crying and just stood there staring at me. I felt so alone today, with those ******* cows staring me down. Staring back at them knowing they’re only hanging around to see what you are and if you have food for them or not.
I doubt anyone has any idea why I’m going on about cows, I hardly do. I guess I just need to talk.
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