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I don`t do good in relations with girls. I think too much. What i can do is help people who strugles. I usually know how to help others but i lack the confidence to help myself. I wonder why that is. I have very much love to give and i would never cheat. I`m honest and faithful at all times. If i`m in love with a girl i can`t aven hook up with another because i would feel bad. I really think that sometimes i demand too much from myself. I just see people in their best and i can`t see myself in the picture. I just want the best for all people and i`m afraid that i just can`t give a girl all she deserves. It`s kinda stupid but i feel this way anyway. I want to be the best for everybody and i want everybody i meet to like me. Don`t succeed everytime and thats something that`s bothering me. I want to please everybody and i want somebody to love that loves me back. Only problem is that i don`t see myself of worth loving anyone. I don`t think i have enough to give. All i have is my love love and i think there is so many more things i have to give.

If i meet a girl that likes me shes either totally crazy, In a relasionship or she is way too young for me.. If not everything is perfect and i f*** it all up by thinkin of all the scenarios we could be in. And i always think in a negative manner. I`ve ruined the chance of being with very beautiful women that i`ve just dont feel worthy for. Whats up with that? If they want me then there must be something awesome about me, yet i still put myself down and pull back. Is there any logical reason for this behaviour exept bad self esteem?

I would appreciate any advice on this matter.