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lulzapalooz
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I want to kill my mind and turn off time.

All I’ve ever known I’ve known in the grips of a trip. I want to live that way forever. I want to live inside my head, between fear and love. I want to crawl inside myself, deep in a cave somewhere, and live for eternity in the moment. I want to live without that moment of sad realization when you realize that the woman you’re with isn’t going to be with you forever. I want to live without the rapid heartbeat you get during a job interview.

I want to be a freak.

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Time Traveller offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (11 hours, 34 minutes after post)

You may be a freak by nature. Try artwork, creativity etc.

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Help me with: How depressed are you on a scale of one to ten with ten being almost dead and one being haveing a smile on your face presently.

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