Can I be in love with a boy I’ve never even met face to face?
And do you think I’m too young to even be in love?
Ok, so i know it was a retarded idea and stuff, but last year especially I was really lonely because school was going bad and my best friend had moved away a year or so ago and stuff, so I started playing online multiplayer games where you can talk to random people and stuff. Which is weird, because I’ve never been the type of person to meet people online, let alone start more than jjst a friendship with them.
I met this guy on one of them, and he randomly asked me to go out with him online. It was what alot of other people on the site I was on were doing. I know it was dumb, to date someone onlinee who could be some weird 60 year old pervert, but I was just like ‘oh, ok, that sounds fun’…
So, we were ‘going out’ for, like, two months and I really liked talking to him and fooling around with him and whatever, but apparently some part of me was still sane because I didn’t want to take our relationship beyon the site. Like, I wouldn’t give him my email or anything, although now I give out my email to alot of people.
But then one day I left the site because I thought he was ‘cheating’ on me with another girl on there, and yeah…
But now I still think about him, like, a lot. Thinking about how nice it would be to talk to him again. Although I don’t even remember a lot of our conversations, except for the important ones. I keep feeling really weird about him, like I still really like him, or even love him. But honestly I don’t see how I could really be in love with someone I had never even met. Especially since met him around the time when I turned twelve, so technically I was still eleven (and a lot more innocent)for part of the time I knew him. Things have changed a lot since then. I don’t even know how the person I was only a year or so ago could’ve gotten into this relationship. Especially since he was nearly fifteen.
So I guess what I’m asking is will this feeling ever go away? It was just some stupid relationship when I was really too young for a relationship, right? So why do I keep thinking about him? Do you think I’m actually in love with him, or in love with the idea of actually being in love with someone and them actually loving me back?
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Can I be in love with a boy I’ve never even met face to face?
Ok, so i know it was a retarded idea and stuff, but last year especially I was really lonely because school was going bad and my best friend had moved away a year or so ago and stuff, so I started playing online multiplayer games where you can talk to random people and stuff. Which is weird, because I’ve never been the type of person to meet people online, let alone start more than jjst a friendship with them.
I met this guy on one of them, and he randomly asked me to go out with him online. It was what alot of other people on the site I was on were doing. I know it was dumb, to date someone onlinee who could be some weird 60 year old pervert, but I was just like ‘oh, ok, that sounds fun’…
So, we were ‘going out’ for, like, two months and I really liked talking to him and fooling around with him and whatever, but apparently some part of me was still sane because I didn’t want to take our relationship beyon the site. Like, I wouldn’t give him my email or anything, although now I give out my email to alot of people.
But then one day I left the site because I thought he was ‘cheating’ on me with another girl on there, and yeah…
But now I still think about him, like, a lot. Thinking about how nice it would be to talk to him again. Although I don’t even remember a lot of our conversations, except for the important ones. I keep feeling really weird about him, like I still really like him, or even love him. But honestly I don’t see how I could really be in love with someone I had never even met. Especially since met him around the time when I turned twelve, so technically I was still eleven (and a lot more innocent)for part of the time I knew him. Things have changed a lot since then. I don’t even know how the person I was only a year or so ago could’ve gotten into this relationship. Especially since he was nearly fifteen.
So I guess what I’m asking is will this feeling ever go away? It was just some stupid relationship when I was really too young for a relationship, right? So why do I keep thinking about him? Do you think I’m actually in love with him, or in love with the idea of actually being in love with someone and them actually loving me back?
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