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Don’t!!!!!!!!!
Dead is not better. I’ve been in the same boat for 9 years. I wish I were dead all the time, because it would be easier. But don’t give up!!! I know it’s hard, I know sometimes things never seem to change. One day you’ll look back on all of this and be glad that you didn’t.

See a doctor?

Both of you should call a suicide hotline. If you refuse to do that then you should think of all the people, places, things, etc. that you love and write a list.

Just do what it is that you want, unless it’s something like suicide because if it is in that case then don’t do it because if it comes to that then it will never be better after that.

Sometimes the only way you can truly be better is to just have first hand experience.

Well, you have had friends in the past, whom you loved, therefore you will again with enough time and your own inner strength.

You don’t need someone to constantly tell you how good you are to be happy, you can be just fine by yourself.

Where is helpbot?!

You’re right. Maybe some day you’ll be better. You need to hold on for that. If you have felt happy in the past, you could again.

Have you felt happy in the past?

Besides they aren’t the only stuff worth living for. What kind of music do you like? One time when I was really low I heard this beautiful jazz song- a classic by miles davis, and it made me remember that there was still beauty and worth in this world.

What all is going on in your life? I don’t know you, we never seem to be on the same posts.

im in the same position… im so sorry though.. its tough and i understand that but we can both get through it if we try hard.

like you said people do change but it can be for the better, not just the worse. so just keep looking for people who will stick by you no matter what!

Hey, just 1 month 2 weeks ago you made a post “I’m so happy!” What happened?

JesusMurphy- judging by your last post I am almost sure this is a chemical form of depression or after what cell wrote, manic depressive disorder. You should really see a counselor! Make getting to a counselor or therapist your last ditch attempt before biting the bullet. : ) Pun intended. : ) Oh come on, laugh!

And did your job work out?

Anytime you are severely depressed, which you are, for over a few weeks, there may be something chemical going on. It’s worth checking out.

Well, maybe the exact medication you’re on isn’t right for you. And medicine isn’t the only thing needed, therapy really helps too (I would know) there is a psychological side as well as a chemical one.

And as simple as it seems, regular exercise, healthy food/vitamins can do wonders. Or, if you want to reaffirm your worth, help some other people on this site feel better.

Or if you’re not a help-over-the-net person, maybe you could volunteer with children or the elderly. Everyone can offer love and acceptance. Someone out there probably needs you : )

I have struggled with depression for years. We all want to be saved.

You could check out this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yVAYu…

Please don’t be offended if it’s not your thing. It’s just something that has helped me a lot.

Here is one more thought: I’m probably half way around the world from you, and I have a ton of homework to do. But if you were here, I would invite you to dinner (I have way too much stir fry) and I wouldn’t even sling Jesus at you (not religious) no offense if Jesus floats your boat that’s great : ) I’m just saying there are good people in the world who would want to know you. Now go see a therapist or doctor or something and take care of yourself so you have time to meet them. Who knows, you could be a great grandparent someday and waiting may have ended up being worth it. You don’t know what’s gonna happen! What are you-psychic? : ) Love, Shade

Hey you, the relationships you’ve had were learning lessons. It shows how important relationships are to you which is a good thing,it shows you are a good person and they are not worthy of your friendship or its their problem,not yours. So dont’ take it pewrsonally.Your loyalty will ensure all your future ones to be long lasting.not all of course but quality over quantity is best. The best way to get out of being lonely is to help others, nursing homes are perfect but if you look for opportunities you will see them. I know it would be easier to shut yourself off but trust me, that will serve no purpose, in fact it will make things worse.So try to reach out, forgive and fix or restore the relationships in the now and past so you can move forward in hope. Do you know maximina? another user who values freindships. I suggest you read and try to connect you 2 need each other http://help.com/post/220450-my-last-post