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Friends?

I have no friends.

We arent friends cause you dont give a ****. We aren’t lovers because I’m a weed in your garden waiting to be plucked. You aren’t my parents because I dont evne know you. You want me to feel guilty, but I want to be the victim for once. You want me to make things all better like i always do, I want you to prove to me I can rely on you.

THere, i made my stand, now I gave up…you cried and I gave up. You cried and I sacrificed everything I just stood for. YOU CRIED AND I GAVE UP MY SOUL. ARE YOU HAPPY? YOU RIPPED IT OUT! ITS GONE. I HAVE NO SOUL.

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Bogdan (Gone) offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (5 minutes after post)

I’ll be your friend, as you are. You dont have to change, you dont have to give anything or take anything you dont want to. Be yourself, because that is you.

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GB | 12 months ago (7 minutes after post)

snar…whats up lv???

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (11 minutes after post)

angiebabe wrote:
snar…whats up lv???

Somewhere along the line love became guilt, adoration became insecurity, dreaming became jealousy. Somewhere along the line reciprication became imaginary adn my giving only grew. Somwhere along the line the line ended and I carried her the rest of the way.

At some point I stopped wanting to care but couldnt stop what had become my duty and life. At some point I lost my soul.

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GB | 12 months ago (13 minutes after post)

we talking about your girl here??

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (14 minutes after post)

angiebabe wrote:
we talking about your girl here??

The one I love and the one who breaks me down, the one who builds me up and yet…everyday there is a tleast one thing wrong. Is it that I expect to mcuh or is it that there isnt enough.

Yeah, my girl.

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Bogdan wrote:
I’ll be your friend, as you are. You dont have to change, you dont have to give anything or take anything you dont want to. Be yourself, because that is you.

Thankyou bogdan, that is very kind.

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (46 minutes after post)

ah so help, you are as my other firend are. Loniliness shall be my virtue and my death , goodnite.

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