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Hey everybody out there.
Ive never really posted anything before but i was just running around on the internet and i saw this and thought that it would be good for me to get how im feeling off my shoulders, so here goes. I’m 16 years old and my Father passed away about 11 months ago in a plane crash. me and my family loved my father with all of our hearts and we miss him so much. my dad was such a great person, he helped everyone he ever came across and whenever he saw someone hurting or needing something he would never hesitate to do all he could for them, he was the greatest person i’ve ever known, my dad was a doctor and flew to other hospitals to work for a week and then would come home, when he flew to a hospital 12 months ago his plane went into stall and he crashed putting him into a coma. my dad was in a vegetative state in the ICU for 4 weeks and then we took him off life support because thats what he would have wanted…….that month has haunted me and hurt me this year and i feel it will keep hurting me and i dont know if i can take it anymore. throughout that whole month we heard other families in the ICU screaming and bawling when one of there loved ones passed away and we knew we’d be up eventually everynight i close my eyes i hear those families screams and it hurts me so immensely. anybody I need advice i need something to make me feel better about all of this………all of this is just the beginning, once he died our family started falling apart and its still falling apart theres arguing 24/7. I wake up and go to sleep everyday to screaming and crying…..I feel like life is just dragging by with no meaning and no point. im so active but when im out with people i hide all of my true emotions i just put on a happy face until i get home and to myself……..and im sick of talking about this already…..I just dont know what to do…..
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